No. You can blame me all you want to. But you're the one who broke up with me first last night and you know we were not in a healthy relationship. You seemed like you wanted to talk to me this morning but then I called and you said don't bother anymore. I thought we were giving it a few days. I don't know what you thought about between last night when you called me to tell me goodnight and this morning when you said not tocall you anymore. I just want this all to end. You don't think it hurts me but it does, it hurts a lot. I wouldn't be normal if it didn't hurt me. It would be so much easier to crawl back to you but you know it would not work for long. We would be back to fighting about eerything. You pointed out all my faults, blamed me for everything, started fights. Is that what a good relationship should consist of? Honestly Matt. I love you. That isn't going to disappear in a day. I wish we could work something out. But I don't think that's going to happen this time. Don't cut me out of your life. I still want
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You have to be strong through this. I will be there for you and so will Eric, Ian, Kyle and Tom. It hurts, trust me but as the days pass it gets a little easier and you get a little happier. You know you can call me WHENEVER you want, unless i'm in class and even then, I will get up and leave class for you and call you back.
Don't beat yourself up over this, even though I know its not avoidable. Just be easy on yourself and know your not alone.
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you and amanda both say that- "when we are both cats"
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HAHA GET IT?
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Don't beat yourself up over this, even though I know its not avoidable. Just be easy on yourself and know your not alone.
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