i'm home alas.

p.s.bmw's are fun to drive.

i'm leaving tonight. won't be back till thursday.

yea, so.. eryn=most beautiful person in the world ( Read more... )

here i am ( Read more... )

As i lay here.. living in the past. gazing at the sun.. watchin it beam unto the grass. I still hear you voice, so gentle so soft, slowly the sun goes down, and your silence kills me ( Read more... )

my father is visiting me for the first time in 2 months. it's hard for him to travel though so i understand. its hard for him to transfer out of and into the the van with his wheelchair and it hurts his back to ride in the car for long distances, but he loves me, fortunately, so he's coming to see me. i love him.

its the end of the girls as we know it, and i don't feeeel fine ( Read more... )

so none of you fucks could please me, but i found someone new :)

everything i ever said about kat, i take back. there never was anything inbetween US. it was a one way love, me being the holder of the emotion. it was prerequisited, and i understand now that things don't always go the way they seem, or the way they should. i'm sick, depressed, tired of a lot of people, lonely, and wanting to be loved. people are ( Read more... )