I met this wonderful girl named brittany, but i feel something inside of her of something i used to feel and supressed for so many years. The first time i saw her.... i got that feeling ya know. I felt a surge of happiness to her. I dont know if it was love at first sight or what. The last time i felt true love was 3 years ago, but i know this one ( Read more... )

SpEcIaLtEeN06: ya its pretty pimp ( Read more... )

Love me, kill me, bring me back to life to see my tears burst into flames. Cruel understanding of wanting to be with someone just to be left again. depressing cycle of pure emotions and horomones getting the best of me at the worst times in my life. I dont understand or never will why true love isnt what is always seems to be. The morals and ( Read more... )

Today the radio station at work killed my favorite song and im pissed off about it. How many times can you play a song before you ruin it? Oh about 60 times in 6 hours. Thats alot. The song is by Greenday and its Boulevard of Broken dreams. Now i have to find a new song and everything. Gosh... freakin idiots. Thats all for now. See ya next time

AHHHHH SKEET SKEET

Hello everyone ( Read more... )

Im in a very weird place right now in my life. I want to get out of this town. This life. This feeling i get whenever i breathe is getting very old and i just cant take it anymore. All i hear out of peoples mouths is bad and i never have a positive attitude becuase no one around me is positive, except for my family of course, but i cant keep on ( Read more... )

I here do say my two friends are having sex right behind me. I should feel uncomfortable but i dont. oh well i think i should leave in a second anyway. Still no car or life or girlfriend. No job. no nothing. I sold my altima to a firend of mine down the street. He put a sr20t motor in it with new rims and a sound system. Oh yea... i sold it to him ( Read more... )

A sense of feeling without the feeling itself. Not being able to feel alive , but yet at the same time.... i breathe once more. Once more i wake up to a sense of not knowing who i am. A hole in my chest thats a pure emotion driven from ones mind.

Dude this weekend kicked so much ass man.... My good buddies of mine took me to Lido's in cocoa beach and bought me 4 lap dances and i bought myself one too. Tits in your face and everything... it was quite invigorating. we got there at 10 45 and stayed till 1 45 am... It was fuckin awesome. Saturday as usual was get drunk and pass out...It wasnt ( Read more... )