pondering

[oni_chan]

what do you do when you come to accept that the person you love more than anything in the world could live without you around? :\ i'm seriously considering becoming religious, i feel like i need to pay somehow for what i've done so i can move on and finally be satisfied.

Comments

[johnnyfear]

Go on a bender!

[oni_chan]

what's a bender?

[johnnyfear]

A Bender

1. The status of being bent for more than a day. Usually results in loss of memory, money, strange tattoos, and other things you'll have a hell of a time explaining.

Bent

The state of being when you are intoxicated from using both alcohol and marijuana.
"Yea I don't remember anything from last night, I was bent as hell."

[oni_chan]

oh, i got pretty drunk for almost 2 weeks :B i had to take a sabbatical from drinking hehe i was feeling a bit unhealthy