This summer

[onigirigurl]

I am a strong beleiver of- People don't change, they just become more of what they are. I believe we are all kidding ourselves when we say there is a fake "us" just because that "us" sucks, and we want to change it. That "us", fake or not, is still a part of you. And i think when people say they want to change, that's more fake than their real

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[xxmrs_malfoyxx]

Actually I do believe in fake people. I was totally fake my first year at Stu. I acted a certian way at school and online and when I was home w/ my parents or someone I was someone else.

[xxvon_bitchxx]

Definitely. That's how I am. Except, unless I am comfortable, I'm never the real person I am inside. And that's what I'm trying to change. I don't care about opinions, because even when I'm fake my image is bad and people don't like me. Maybe jealousy is the cause. That's Catherine Parker's excuse. Not my fault I have money...if people were smart they'd come around and I'd spread the wealth. But, they aren't smart. The real me is a lot different I think. I've probably never been the real me when interactions are concerned, so I almost feel like I'm permanently not something I think is true. Or maybe it is, and I just think that I'm not actually like that, but only as a defense or something, but then again maybe that IS the real me and I'm just not happy with it. I'm confused with myself right now. One thing's for certain though, and it's that I want to discover who I am so I can have a different outlook and gain more friends hopefully in 8th grade. Hope that clarifies that jumble of an entry that I posted last night.

[onigirigurl]

yeah, there are fake peole, you're right. but i think my main point was, it doesn't really matter who you arem if you'rea happy with who you are, it's you. because it agrees with what you beleive in, etc. so just try to be happy with yourself. and THAT is really hard... harder than "changing". most definatley.