mother's day was ok. It's nice outside. Altaire is being a bitch... ugh. Oh well. She can go fuck herself. I don't feel like complaining about her right now. Takes too much energy for all the stuff she's being an idiot about ( Read more... )

birthday... yay... thanks emily and people for making it fun.

it sucks when you realize things are going to get really shitty and lonely. you start breathing really hard and clutch what would be your heart, and tears come to your eyes, but you blink them away.
because it's your birthday.
you're soposed to be happy.

Tomorrow is my birthday! Aside from today being not so good, i am totally determined to make tomorrow AWESOME! So many of my friends are fighting, It makes me feel sicker. But I love them so much. I never know what to say. I'm going to take a line out of mars attacks and say... "Why can't we all just... get along ( Read more... )

I can't decide which poems to submit into periscript... I don't want to submit very many. 2 or 3 maybe. i only submit one last time. these are probably repaets of some i had in here, but just comment on whcih ones you like best if it's not to much trouble ( Read more... )

alot is happening right now.
My birthday is on may 3rd! i'm excited!
I really want to invite josh... hrm...

ee! i'm kind of.. really happy. hehe.

Today we had seder for passover at my grandma's house. interesting...

missing you. <3
^hehe

Tomorrow i'm spending the night with Brook! I'm excited!

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I really miss my brother....

Chris scared me tonight. I hope he's ok. I hope everyone will be ok soon. I just want everyone to be happy for a day...

hahaha... i likes meh new icon...

Wellpers, i'm not doing SO hot. Buuuuut when i have fun those feelings melt away... but i feel weird, because if i'm alone or something for a minute I start getting... well yeah, everyone's been through it. There is too much for me to handle right now, and there is nothing i can do about it.

Everyone is being so nice!!! I'm so happy... I love hanging out with all you guys after school. Everything always seems so perfect ( Read more... )