well... i fell. wasn't as bad as i thought it would be... but it sort of weird looking back on it. I guess it all happened over the weekend..... but it feels as if it happened over night ( Read more... )

in the spirit of my poems, i' thought i'de post this one. I wrote it last year, and just changed two lines today. the last paragraph on the page is an except from a poem i wrote for chris for his lit class. hehehe ( Read more... )

With a sigh ( Read more... )

oh yes! i didn't update on this weeked. it was pretty fun- jared, caroline and I went to go see "Cursed. The movie sucked, but we still had alot of fun. so yes... bye!

Altaire and my mother and father...and alaya! are being completly awful. or maybe im the awful one... haha. but ask liz- altaire was being such a bitch. but OF COURSE altaire denies it and only i get in trouble. im so tired of this ( Read more... )

right now i feel as if I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, and I don't know which way to lean. Obviously one way will lead me to a spiraling vortex of doom, and the other way will make me fall to the ground. But I'm blind, and I don't know which way is which. I guess I know that someone will pick me up, but I don't know who would do that right now ( Read more... )

okay, there is a point somewhere between after you put on the computer, walk upstairs wondering why breakfast isn't ready yet, being told everyone already ate without you and there was none left because they called you and you didn't come up, going upstairs and falling onto your bed and covering your ears with a pillow... when you realize your ( Read more... )

I'm sorta upset, but not really. i try not to get emotional over stuff like this. but i'm sorta mad at pretty much all my good friends, so i have to wonder if their really all that good? yeah, i guess they are. but maybe i think i'm going to go to GAP. i mean, i wish i could, i don't think my parents would let me. unless i like tried to comit ( Read more... )

I've been really really sick. I'm feeling a bit better now though. So yes, I am going to Altaire's play... should be fun. My grandma and her driver Johnathan are coming for dinner. UGH. My grandmother INVITED HERSELF to come with us on our vacation! NOOOOOO! If you don't get it right now, my grandmother isn't my favorite person. She's so mean to ( Read more... )

hello! Victoria here! A very sick Victoria... my cat is on my lap so it's taking me a really long time to type this. haha. so updates...hm... well, i really dislike JB for all the stuff he's done to altaire. and now going out with renee... (shooey. you all probably don't know her.) she used to be Altaire's best friend, but then she got all bitchy. ( Read more... )