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[onixxraii]

PRESSURE.
Life is kicking my ass. I need a simple "good night" tonight. I need something that will make up for it all. I need one of those "best nights I've had in a while", because this week has been one of the worst weeks Ive had in a while.. you know?
Nothing life-altering, nothing amazing. Something simple would do; I just ask for a night in

Comments

[mynameislola]

Rachel, there is only one way to fight off the monster that is depression. A SWORD MADE ENTIRELY OUT OF PROZAC, WITH A ZOLOFT HANDLE!!!!! Im sorry your sad though seriously, Ill send you stupid pictures of me when I print them out at cvs. :)

[scentless_723]

Fuck pressure. Release that pressure through something you need pressure for. Something positive.

(Art.)

As for everything else, It doubt it's any of my buisness anymore. (Even if it were, I'd love to listen but I doubt there would be anything to say.) I miss you a lot, Rachel, But I've been crazy lately. My temper is very short right now. I've been working like a dog with this band..and everything seems to be closing in on me. I know you're going through something similar...and the last thing i want is to bring it on to you or anybody else.

I know you'll survive this storm. You've come this far, havnt you?

p.s. Sorry for typing so much, you're probably sick and tired of reading all of my bullshit. (i wouldnt blame you if you were.)

[onixxraii]

Wow.. so I'm not dead to you.. Well, that's good to see; dead to you is not something I'd ever want to be.
Not your business? Sure it is... Just because we're on some sort of weird, distant terms right now (though as for why I'm not sure either of us could clearly say.. o.0?), doesn't mean our 3+ years of knowing eachother have been negated in any way.. I still want to be able to consider you a close friend, and vice versa even.. I miss the good and odd times shared, and our 2AM+ ramblings through AIM.
And I've missed you too- so, whenever you feel like being around me, know that I'd like to see you.. Don't worry so much about bringing things onto me.

P.S. Bah, what you write isn't bullshit.. I'm not sick and tired of anything, except for perhaps how hard you get on yourself. But that's only because I see it making you unhappy, and honestly, methinks you deserve full well to be happy.

Mow.

[vampyric_hybrid]

I know the feeling meng...Felt pretty simular not too long ago.
but dat feeling has passed and I'm sure tings will start lookin' up soon then later hon.
Take care,
-Le Gio

Re: Mow.

[onixxraii]

Jah.. thank ye. I hope so, meng.