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Title: Your Mistake.
Author: onkeyloves
Pairings: Onew/Key
Ratings: PG
Genre: Angst/Romance
Summary: & you really have no one to blame.
A/N: Happy Birthday to lynlovesmin (:
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Sometimes when you think you have good intentions for another person,
They don't realise it.
& you ask yourself why you do it,
& you had no answers in hand,
& you think...yes, you're in the wrong, cause you don't have a valid answer to it at all.
Your supposedly good intentions turn to dust, & you see the devil standing at the corner laughing at you.
Oh, how you wish something good happens.
& something did happen though...but you wonder if it'll be the same.
& you think...no, it'll never be the same.
You figured you did thought of the consequences and that you could trust the person you told.
But reality turn its back on you and you were suddenly at the losing end.
You know the person didn't mean it either,
& you had to pick up the mess on your own,
Because if you didn't say it, the person wouldn't have known,
And neither would it be leaked out.
You sat down and try to remember what happened,
You could only say sorry, because you really didnt mean it.
But you also know that sorry is not going to change what happened,
& you just have to swallow your pride because it really is simply your fault.
& you think...its gonna be hard.
Reality was never good to know,
& you just keep searching for the answers you'll never find.
The thought of getting knocked down by a car surfaced,
And even committing suicide was part of it.
You cover your face with your palms,
So this is what remorse, guilt, & regrets feel like.
He said "Everything would be normal...I guessed"
& you say thank you with earnest cause you really are grateful.
But that regret and guilt is eating you up.
But you're thankful. really thankful.
And grateful. with relief washing over you.
& you know, you just can't make the same mistake again.
You promise yourself you just won't cause you simply can't afford it.
It was your fault, and you have no one to blame,
You just have to toughen yourself.
You had no choice.
& you don't know if this is gonna be pretense.
You just have to deal with it.
You just hope, at least it'll last.
"i'm really sorry."
The trust was already betrayed. "It's okay." The scar already imprinted.
& you know there's no turning back for a mistake that was made,
simply a lesson to be learnt for the future together.
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A/N: I was suppose to write a sequel from my previous one shot. but i'm having a writer's block for it. I mean I have the idea, but I don't know why I just can't seem to start on it. But I promise a sequel! so I hope you all would wait for it (: Thank you!
-I hope lynlovesmin would have a blasting time for her birthday at the concert! (: -huggles- you deserve the best!
-been really busy recently, & this would probably be my second last fic I would be posting. [because I promised a sequel] (: I would talk more about this when its finalized (: my holidays would start 4 weeks later. i'm definitely anticipating it, so maybe i'll have more time to sort out my thoughts and finally write a sequel you know, but hopefully the sequel isn't going to take that long. (: ( i'm actually on it. so pray it'll faster be done!)
- i really hope I see some comments, it really really boost a lot of confidence for me. & I would probably you know.. not post anymore so frequently, I would really like to spend some time knowing you all and talking to you all before I go somewhere unseen-able! But if you don't want to...its okay. thanks for reading anyways. (:
- & I didnt leave spots for anyone because I feel that this aint really an actual fic and its a huge fail. I even ask keybias to post up to the comms for me cause this is so freaking horrible =X spots would be back for the sequel that would be coming up (: thanks.
- i don't know if it can be counted as a one shot cause its really kinda short. but definitely not a drabble either cause its pretty long. so yeah. pardon the length =X
&&& PLEASE SUPPORT KEYBIAS in her fic for the one slot competition at Shining_minds at here and ONEWBIAS at here! Thank You! (=
:I have shifted to fabricatedays <3
Author: onkeyloves
Pairings: Onew/Key
Ratings: PG
Genre: Angst/Romance
Summary: & you really have no one to blame.
A/N: Happy Birthday to lynlovesmin (:
---------------
Sometimes when you think you have good intentions for another person,
They don't realise it.
& you ask yourself why you do it,
& you had no answers in hand,
& you think...yes, you're in the wrong, cause you don't have a valid answer to it at all.
Your supposedly good intentions turn to dust, & you see the devil standing at the corner laughing at you.
Oh, how you wish something good happens.
& something did happen though...but you wonder if it'll be the same.
& you think...no, it'll never be the same.
You figured you did thought of the consequences and that you could trust the person you told.
But reality turn its back on you and you were suddenly at the losing end.
You know the person didn't mean it either,
& you had to pick up the mess on your own,
Because if you didn't say it, the person wouldn't have known,
And neither would it be leaked out.
You sat down and try to remember what happened,
You could only say sorry, because you really didnt mean it.
But you also know that sorry is not going to change what happened,
& you just have to swallow your pride because it really is simply your fault.
& you think...its gonna be hard.
Reality was never good to know,
& you just keep searching for the answers you'll never find.
The thought of getting knocked down by a car surfaced,
And even committing suicide was part of it.
You cover your face with your palms,
So this is what remorse, guilt, & regrets feel like.
He said "Everything would be normal...I guessed"
& you say thank you with earnest cause you really are grateful.
But that regret and guilt is eating you up.
But you're thankful. really thankful.
And grateful. with relief washing over you.
& you know, you just can't make the same mistake again.
You promise yourself you just won't cause you simply can't afford it.
It was your fault, and you have no one to blame,
You just have to toughen yourself.
You had no choice.
& you don't know if this is gonna be pretense.
You just have to deal with it.
You just hope, at least it'll last.
"i'm really sorry."
The trust was already betrayed. "It's okay." The scar already imprinted.
& you know there's no turning back for a mistake that was made,
simply a lesson to be learnt for the future together.
------------
A/N: I was suppose to write a sequel from my previous one shot. but i'm having a writer's block for it. I mean I have the idea, but I don't know why I just can't seem to start on it. But I promise a sequel! so I hope you all would wait for it (: Thank you!
-I hope lynlovesmin would have a blasting time for her birthday at the concert! (: -huggles- you deserve the best!
-been really busy recently, & this would probably be my second last fic I would be posting. [because I promised a sequel] (: I would talk more about this when its finalized (: my holidays would start 4 weeks later. i'm definitely anticipating it, so maybe i'll have more time to sort out my thoughts and finally write a sequel you know, but hopefully the sequel isn't going to take that long. (: ( i'm actually on it. so pray it'll faster be done!)
- i really hope I see some comments, it really really boost a lot of confidence for me. & I would probably you know.. not post anymore so frequently, I would really like to spend some time knowing you all and talking to you all before I go somewhere unseen-able! But if you don't want to...its okay. thanks for reading anyways. (:
- & I didnt leave spots for anyone because I feel that this aint really an actual fic and its a huge fail. I even ask keybias to post up to the comms for me cause this is so freaking horrible =X spots would be back for the sequel that would be coming up (: thanks.
- i don't know if it can be counted as a one shot cause its really kinda short. but definitely not a drabble either cause its pretty long. so yeah. pardon the length =X
&&& PLEASE SUPPORT KEYBIAS in her fic for the one slot competition at Shining_minds at here and ONEWBIAS at here! Thank You! (=
:I have shifted to fabricatedays <3