35. Blind
NC 17 (swearing and major smut)
Words: 673
Authors note: Wow... my first real smut. This was pretty awkward for me to write. x.x I feel like a pervert now cause im like under 18 and I'm already writing these things. x.x But.. argh!! i don't know! Just read it! :P Sorry if it's really... cheesy. x.x
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The feeling of his tongue running down my skin made me feel so many emotions at the same time I felt as if I was going to explode. Disgust. Guilt. Pain. Betrayal. Stupid. Pleasure. Disgust and guilt for enjoying this while knowing this isn’t Hankyung with me right now. Pain and betrayal for believing and trusting Heechul for all the times he’s given me advice about my relationship with Hankyung. Stupid for ignoring all the times I caught Heechul staring at me with lust filled eyes. And pleasure because Heechul was just too good at this.
I pulled against the bindings tying my to this bed even as I felt the tight ropes burn into my skin. I hated the feeling of being weak in front of others, and now I look helpless. Like a bird held down by a cat’s paws. Even with a blindfold covering my eyes I knew that Heechul was staring at me with a smirk on his face.
I bit down a moan as I felt his fingers run down my length gently. I hated this. I hated this feeling. I hated how blind I feel right now. I hated how I was blind to all these feelings Heechul had for me until it was too late.
I felt his long hair brush against my face as he leaned into my ear. “You should stop shrugging if you want me to untie you, Siwon.”
I pulled my head away from his direction and pulled against the binds tying my arms above my head not caring about the feeling of a cold liquid dripping from my wrists. I could hear him sigh and sound of clothes dropping to the floor. My breath hitched as I felt him straddle my hips and grab my erection between his legs. I dug my nails into my hands as my heart pounded against my chest.
Tears began to burn under my eyelids as Hankyung’s moans began to fill my head.
I’m sorry Hankyung.
I bit my lips hard until I could feel the metal flavor tingle in my mouth as I felt him lower himself on me. I could no longer hear my own thoughts as they were all drowned out by the moans and screams coming out from both of us.
“Fuck! Siwon! You’re so big! Fuck me harder!” My heart ached as I heard these things coming from Heechul’s mouth.
My tears drenched the blindfold as I moaned out Hankyung’s name over and over, praying to god that the person on top of him was Hankyung and not someone else.
I felt his hot sweaty chest press against mine as he growled against the crook of my neck. “I’m not fucking Hankyung.”
I gasped as he pulled away and placed his palms against my chest, pushing himself off and then quickly slamming himself down again. As he quickened his past and thrusts, I could no longer fight back the pleasure as I began to thrust my hips to meet his. The louder I moaned out Hankyung’s name, the harder and faster Heechul would move on top of me.
“Fuck I’m gonna cum!” Heechul screamed as he slammed himself down on me one last time before I felt his hot sticky substance spray onto my chest.
“I love you Hankyung!” I moaned out loud as I arched myself up, releasing inside Heechul. As soon as Heechul untied me I ripped the blindfold from my eyes and got up, not caring how much my head spun. Heechul sat on the bed staring at me as I pulled my underwear on.
“What the hell are you doing?” He snapped at me in disbelief. I ignored him and continued to pull my jeans back on.
“Where the fuck are you going Siwon?! Can’t you see how much I love you!?” I grabbed my t-shirt off the floor and glared at him with angry tears.
“If you can’t see that the one I love is Hankyung, then I’m sorry, hyung. The one who’s blind is you.”