my head is spinning. it's all so bittersweet and i hate it. I wish i could go back to when I was younger. everything was black and white, decisions were made for me and i never experienced a night where i had to cry myself to sleep.

I'm terrified and I hate it.

Omar asked me to prom!

I walked in my room to "phantom of the opera" music playing....
I found a rose and a white mask on my bed with a note (the edges burned and everything!)
it was a cute lil poem asking me to prom!

Ahh... i dont know how i got this lucky!

:]

This weekend was busy ( Read more... )

Although Im extremely stressed and exhausted.... im smiling.

I have wonderful friends who are there for me when Im bawling my eyes out and an adorable boyfriend who makes me laugh when I'm in the worst of moods.

I just have to make it to the weekend :]

I dont know why but I get in these weird moods where anything can upset me. I have wonderful things going on in my life and plenty of people that make me smile all the time but one small thing happens and i fall apart. maybe this is just a really long mood swing for me... lets hope so ( Read more... )

I have ADD ( Read more... )

rumors are so ridiculous ( Read more... )

Trying to please everyone sucks.

And being an overachiever isn't worth it.

These next two weeks are going to be hell...... i sure hope i make it out alive.

Dr. didnt bring any good news.... i dont know when they do anyway.

Tonight was so much fun. Saw a movie with my boy.
Extremely scary and I might sleep with my lights on.
All ended well, except for the fact my mom almost walked in on us saying "goodnight"

Its amazing how one person can make everything seem better. :]

I'm really falling for this kid, and I can't help but be scared.

He makes me smile, a lot.