the pain...

[only1sexy1]

I feel so empty inside. I don't like this feeling. And it's been a long ass time since I have felt so, so....I can't even explain it. I can't even sleep for more than 3 or 4 hrs. Last time I felt like this I lost like 15 lbs. So maybe its a good thing. But still...It hurts. :(

And my tatoo itches. :(

Sorry I don't have anything positive to say.

Comments

[evil5150]

this too shall pass. till then you should buy a vibrator.

[only1sexy1]

I was going to....but I bought the tat instead. Figured my fingers would do for now. lol! :

[natehead]

Might I suggest learning to make it work for you? And by that, I mean stay single... for a while. I hate to sound cheesy and/or sappy... get back to loving yourself before you try to love someone else again... in more ways than one (including Brennan's insightful suggestion) That and come hang out with us again! I know what you're doing. ("I gotta stay close to Campbell.") That guy isn't all that and you've known us longer! Anyway, I hope things start pickin up for you soon. Gimme a call.

[silvercel]

I have to go with Nate on this one.

[only1sexy1]

I love you! :) I'll be hanging out more don't worry hun. Honestly though, that night I was really bummed. Just wasn't feeling the whole house party thing. I sowwy! I'll give ya a call after 9 one of these nights considering I am way over my minutes. or you can call me.

[barbrocks]

I think Nate is giving you good advice. I told you the same, learn to not need to be with a guy and just be ok with being single. It's hard, I know. I had to learn this myself. But I'm much better off, more secure, happier and more balanced now. It's such a relief and I'm more independent and stronger than I've ever been. Plus I think it will only help you in future relationships. All I know is that your current situation is not healthy, and even though Travis is a good guy, he needs to deal with alot of things before he can change and provide you with what you need. And you shouldn't have to wait around for that and be miserable. You deserve better. *hugs*