Wow, it's been a while since i wrote in here. And sooooooooooo much stuff has gone on. For real tho. I'm not going to go back and rehash everything but things are this: me and ashley: no more! lol. Shit has gone down, and its way over. Not gonna lie. Still wish there was some way we could be together... but nope. not eva gonna happen. I had a cool ( Read more... )

So... i got a little drunk last night. And it was over at Ashley's house. But she wasnt there. She had to work and then she was going to spend the night at her moms house. So, we talked on the phone on her way there. And i was like, "So are you almost to ur moms house?" And then she tells me that she is on her way to Selenas house to watch a movie ( Read more... )

Just got home.. yea its a little late... i know. Not in the best of moods right now. But i did have a very relieving, much-needed talk with a friend. I think im going to be okay. But, just to make sure... I want to go to sleep, and not wake up until after the hurt and pain is over. It is going to be REALLY hard to stick to my decision about this ( Read more... )

Same ole' stuff going on. I've decided that I'm just going to stay out of Ashley's life right now. If she thinks she can just go on treating me like dirt, i dont want to be around to let her. So, good-bye ashley. I'll be here if you ever need me. But, until then, I Love You and Good-Bye.

WTF... i cant believe i even cried one fucking tear over her dumb ass. She treated me like shit, fine, and broke my heart...fine. but now i find out shes trying to talk it up with the whole fucking world. Aftan... Selena, Shawndra, and god knows who else. Here's what i have to say: Ashley, you are being stupid. You are going to get so hurt. I hope ( Read more... )

So, things were ok today. Talked to ashley a lot. I really am doing fine... i mean, as good as someone can be after what happened. I realize that ashley never really had a life... before or while we were dating. Granted, she had more than she ever thought of dating me b/c i introduced her to life. I showed her things, and taught her things. But i ( Read more... )

Last night started out great. Wow, I really dont want to talk about it. In short... we are over. Just friends. It's hard, but she couldnt beg me to go out with her after how she treated me last night. After what she said to me ( Read more... )

I just got home from work. Afet I got off i called ashley cuz she had just called me before i could answer the phone. She said to meet her up at Total Tanning. So i did. Then i waited outside while she was in the bed... guess it would have been weird me seeing her naked while we were broken up. Then we talked a little bit outside. I was cold and ( Read more... )

Today it my moms b-day. We are about to go out to breakfast. I have to work at 11:30 though, so it better hurry! My tounge hurts a little now. And its hard to swallow. But i seem to be talking fine ( Read more... )

My god, i never knew something could hurt so badly. This is how my night went ( Read more... )