i seriously cant put the paint brush down. im having way to much fun. ive been drawing so much, ive forgotten how awesome it feels till now. maybe ill show some of you what ive drawn.

surround sound + bass + amazing music = an excellent day :):):)

Okay, so Charlie and the Chocolate factory (the newest one) is the best damn movie ever. I just got home from taking my brother to go see it. Things are finally beginning to look up. It makes me happy :):):) well im done. gunna go and take out the car now. kbyeee

Okay so ive deff.grown to be in a better mood. this morning = ick. i cleaned the house today because yeah i got in trouble. but thats basically what ive done the whole day. well im done. bye.

oh yeah. sorry about the unhappy, complaining entries i said i wouldnt write anymore. it just feels good to be able to breathe again, although, right now, i can hardly breathe. im quite taken back by my ability to spill my heart to the public.

yet im still so alone.

Im so numb right now. Ive lost interest in friends. i dont even know who to trust anymore. It hurts so bad. i wonder if we could move. i dont even care if people say im avoiding my problems. it keeps people from being hurt. i always do that. hurt those i love ( Read more... )

So i basically fucked up most of my friends lives which makes me feel just super wonderful ( Read more... )

fuck trying if no one cares.

im tired of caring for those who dont.

hahahaha omg i have a corn stalk growing in a pot on my deck. wtf. hahahahha ( Read more... )

okay so right now im like hypervenolating or some shit like that. i dont even know how to spell that. but yeah i cant breathe. i almost passed out walking down the stairs. and my eyes burn and everythings spinning. i really really really dont feel good. blah. anyone have any suggestions?