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[only_my_enemy]

This journal is friends only. Comment here if you would like to be added. I may consider it, so it's worth a try.

Comments

[xratedtabbu]

I take it I would have already been added if I was wanted.

[only_my_enemy]

I wanted to add you but then I was afraid that I was one of the people you talked about having no respect for, and I felt kind of bad. I am sorry if I was. I wanted to comment on the entry, but I prefer not to do those sort of things where everyone can read them.

I really didn't mean to make as bad of an impression as I did.

[xratedtabbu]

Don't ever worry about impressions around me. Don't feel bad or your actions around me either, only feel bad about things if YOU yourself feel bad. It's for you. You don't live for anyone else.

Yes right now in my life I'm judging people within myself, but in myself judging isn't bad at all. It's teaching me. I grow a lot every day. I don't think you are a bad person.

The only thing I honestly even know right now between us is I don't think I'm ready for a direct one-on-one friendship. Everything is hard for me right now. It's NOT just you. I swear.

I want you to add me though. :)
If you still want to. :)
I would like to be added.

[only_my_enemy]

I don't know, right now it is just a lot of babbling about New Years, and I'm not quite sure I'm ready to let someone who was there read it. Give me a few days to get used to the idea? It's not personal. It's situational.

I guess I'm sort of returning to my shell and becoming an extremely private person again. I never used to be afraid of what people thought of me at all.

And I understand about not being ready for a friendship. What's not ready to happen, shouldn't happen. I think if we tried to force it, bad things would occur.

I just don't find myself very likable right now. I'm trying to find ways to like myself again.

[wish_i_may]

me?

[only_my_enemy]

okay.

[elusiveways]

I was wondering if I could come back. If not, it's not a big deal.

Either way, Lorraine says hi. Helen Keller, too. HAHAHA.

[only_my_enemy]

Yep, dude. I'll add you back.

[xstray_childx]

I added now...

It took me long enough...

[only_my_enemy]

Damn you, I just took you off. I will add you back again.

[xstray_childx]

Yes! Damned again!

[hpswinkey]

amber, beauty, re-add me plez!

love ya,

Rikki