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[only_rawkin]

it's a wednesday.
i haven't felt like crying yet...
scratch that, i think there was a point in time today where i felt like crying. yeah, definitely was.

i think someday, i might just disappear.
go to a place where absolutely no one knows me.
go somewhere i cannot be found.

There is something exciting about leaving everything behind
There is something deep and pulling
leaving everything behind
Something about having everything
you think you’ll ever need
sitting in the seat next to you... and I watch...

Another white dash- another white dash-
another white dash- Fly beside us.... and I watch
Another white dash- another white dash-
another white dash - Fly beneath us... away away.

There is yelling of an engine a constant rattling door
There is serious- deep and mumbled-
a conversation I’m not it.
Flickering lights- shadows of trees-
makes me blink my eyes-
makes the land- appear like a really old mooooooovie
... and I watch...

I got a heart fuels, of rubberbaaaaands
That keep... getting... caught on...thiiiiiiiiings.

And I count
Another white dash- another white dash-
another white dash
I drift off at eighty...something!
And I count
Another white dash- another white dash-
another white dash
Out of time with the muuuusiiiiiiic!!

something exciting about leaving everything behind
There is something deep and pulling
leaving everything behind
Something about having everything
you think you’ll ever need
sitting in the seat next to you.

leave everything i know, everything that is comfortable, everything that is uncomfortable.
i think i'll start somewhere new.
where everything is unfamiliar.

This could be so fun
I might just like it
I might just love it

I might get busy
I might get lonely
I just don't know yet
Can't wait to find out

This is so
This is familiar
This is so
This is so foreign
Thats okay
Foreigns familiar to me now

This could be so fun
I might just like it
I might just love it

I might get busy
I might get lonely
I just dont know yet
Can't wait to find out

I'm getting dissy
I'm facing wearing the floorboards through
This is so
This is so normal
And yet so new

This could be so fun
I might just like it
I might just love it

I might get busy
I might get lonely
I just dont know yet
Can't wait to find out

This isnt what i had in
This isnt what I had in mind
But you know
And I know
Its all I need and a little bit more

This could be so fun
I might just like it
I might just love it

I might get busy
I might get lonely
I just dont know yet
Can't wait to find out

I might just love it

maybe not...