What to do..

No one knows I use livejournal anymore. It's kind of funny and useful. I can just talk and most people won't hear about it. So my ex girlfriend is being lame and wont even like consider getting back together. I really think she just wants to be with whatever guy she wants. Why is it that I always have true feelings and can never move on like ( Read more... )

Oh hey. Someone else break up with me for no legit reason please...

Sometimes I just think..

Hey, fuck my life.

Even if we haven't talked in a long time. Even if things ended on a bad note. I can still notice when someone is going to be successful and has talent, a good mindset, and a future. To anyone who was in my life whether it be an ex friend, ex girlfriend, ex band mate, whatever... I do observe things and hold varying degrees of respect for each of ( Read more... )

At a certain point in time, everything changes. The way you feel about yourself, the way you feel about others, the ideas running through your head.. Each individual process has its own little point at which you totally change your ways and carry on. The point at which you think to yourself, "What the fuck? Is this worth it? Is this what I want?" ( Read more... )

am i even happy anymore? i havent been.

I am proud of who I have become. I am proud of my friends for being that positive influence in my life.

I dont know why I am posting right now.

Life needs a refresher course.

Grandpa, you're killing us.

First the stroke on thanksgiving in my living room a couple years ago and now he's hit by a car. I dont even know how my grandma made it through it last time but now she had a minor heart attack due to these events. Things are so crazy.

i punched a tree. really hard. its not that i hate nature or something, i was just really mad.

sometimes you just need to be around a different group of people to enjoy your time.