never let life pass you by.

[only_warning]

Last night Josiah took me home [from work]. & I cried. He left early this morning to go to Tennessee & I won't get to see him until sometime on Saturday [hopefully]. I've never cried over someone leaving for like 3 days. Pathetic I know, but I can't help it.

Why do I miss him this fucking much?My Mum is being a fucking bitch. She can't be

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[massromantic___]

it's okay, i was so depressed when Ben was gone for like 5 days over christmas break.
i totally know how it feels. lol

♥

[only_warning]

Yeah, I'm getting over it now.
I'm trying to occupy my time & focus on other things.
I miss you so muchhhh!!

[massromantic___]

i miss you, too!
we need to hang out, asap.

♥

[thepalegirl]

well the jo thing is cuz your used to seeing him all the time. maybe not for long periods of time each day, but you still know he's close by and such. it's just the shock of change.

and i'm sorry bout your dad but i'm kinda in the same boat. i'm never gonna have a father figure, but i'll always have a blood related dad..even if he serves like no purpose.

i'm super stoked bout you getting your permit though!

i really miss you steph..
we don't really spend quality time anymore it seems.
it always seems short and never just you and me.

sometime soon we need a full day together.

[only_warning]

Yeah, we do.
I hate working all the time, but actually I'm starting to enjoy work more since I get to be a bitch & boss people around. It's fun. Well, atleast I'm a mean bossy to those that I don't like. What was really great was I got to boss around Andrew [the guy that I often have conflict with].

I'm happy to. After I get my permit, I'm going to schedule an appointment to get my license. I NEED MY FUCKING CAR!!!

Time does seem short. Life seems like it's getting shorter too. Just today I was thinking of how the years have passed & how much everyone is growing up. It's strange.

I'm excited about going to Night School with you next year. Keep an eye out for me for a car.

I love you.

[darkenedxshame]

i hope you feel better. do know that right before you know it, he'll be right back in your arms, yay!! and sunday is like so close, i can taste it. and then we get a week off, w00t. so happeeeee. i'm here for ya tho. hope you get better, later