I wish these were tears of happiness

[onlyarumor]

So, life sucks
not only for me
GWL sucks
this world sucks
as do the people in it

No one talks to me anymore
No one attempts to come hang out with me
and then get mad at me when I can't make it to them

This shit just isn't worth it..
Why does my life have to be like this?
Do I deserve it this bad?

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sean i have only been to monroe once in the past week
iv been home taking care of my mom who is very sicl
and iv been busy looking for a job
whenever i go to monroe...which isnt much i usually dont even have enough gas to get back home and i have to bum five bucks
so if your gonna do this
then complain to those who dont live so far away
also....my brakes are going so i never even drive
when i get them fixed
and i find a job
ill be really glad to come out and see you
but with everything i have going on
i just cant do it this week
and maybe not next week either
and it doesnt make me a bad friend
it makes me a 20yo who is trying to get her life in order
and its hard enough to do that without all of my friends acting like im a bad friend because iv got shit to do

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what im trying to say is.....
i didnt apriciate the message you sent to tonight

[onlyarumor]

I didn't mean it to be mean, I was pissed at a few people
and I read what you wrote last, and I just said something
I shouldn't have, I'm sorry

And if you ever take the time to come see me
I would gladly give you 5-10 bucks for gas if you need it

It doesn't make you a bad friend..
I'm sorry