Don't read this, it is super pathetic in an emo way...
In all seriousness, don't read this. I am needing to vent...
Love stories put me in a bad mood. Like, when I saw The Notebook I was sobbing and thinking, "Will I ever find love like that?" It is so backwards, why am I thinking like this? I am 17, I have my whole life in front of me. Ugh, then this whole Valentine's day nonsesne isn't making me feel any better. I feel like an un-lucky charm. I am the anti-four leaf clover. Maybe I am kind of focusing on this all because of Valentine's Day, what a stupid holiday (only because I have no Valentine, but if I had one I would love the holiday). I think I set myself up for failure with this whole aspect in my life. I sabatage my relationships; when things are good and I'm happy, I will actually try to get them mad at me so we can break up. I have no idea why I do that...
All I really want is someone to tell me they love me, and mean it.
I need to stop this.