i'd rather be:

at a bookstore

listening to that dog.

eating a hummus & tomato sandwich

oh god, i love malts.

especially when the air is so thick, you have to peel it back to get through to anywhere. (petersburg: 99 degrees F)

and yesterday felt so much better:

my mom bought bananas, i had strawberries and bananas in my cereal.

goodwill and laughing with keri.

lunch (disgusting sandwich, stupid arby's) with amy and sara ann. i had missed them: we talk like girls, not having to pretend we're grown-ups.

fell asleep reading to kill a mocking bird. woke up with ( Read more... )

this sinking feeling: i think i miss you ( Read more... )

i am making phone calls that aren't being returned. there is working and being social, dating even?, but there is always time and so i think i may be getting a dose of my own medicine. if so, that's fair, ok. but i don't have to enjoy it ( Read more... )

hesaidshesaidhehehehesaidhealwayssays:

ambiguous.

i am sorry: the tone in my voice is overcompensating for the weakness inside. i didn't mean for it to hurt

you.

today: sinatra in the background, stare at the floor:

black grout, white tiles, i am neither.

i miss the routine. it was warm.

a. tired. all i ever think about is running away ( Read more... )