it's funny how phrases can be important. like "growing up is giving up." it seems to ring true some days. and while i believe it even more as i grow older...arn't we suppose to look past pat phrases like that, just like we were suppose to look past the rhetoric and dogma of society and/or the bible? phrases and philosophy and dogma enable ( Read more... )

if i seem weird lately it's because i'm about to graduate from college and be homeless and i have no idea what the fuck i'm going to do but i'm going to do as much as possible and it's kind of like that part right before you throw up where you feel really, really sick and once i puke all the alcohol and shitty coke and pizza and orlando and ucf up ( Read more... )

oh god. dear you got reissued on vinyl (for the third time) and i finally bought it (i remember seeing it three years ago at park ave and scoffing because who the fuck cares about this record and i guess i should keep that in mind when i talk shit about something today) and i've been listening to it for hours and it's better than water after a ( Read more... )

fuck the stress bath that is orlando florida, i'd rather bathe myself with this.

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i can't tell if i'm really drunk or just really delirious. i saw phobia three times in two days, went to the beach, and forgot to go to school today. oh well. life rules!

i sat and read the newspaper today. we're fucked.

uh oh. i don't feel good about anything right now. it's the weather. i'll just keep telling myself that....

i made it home alive! best friends day week straight into a tropical storm. i have to go to work now and try to put all the good times behind me. thanks to everyone from florida who went. i think it was a good trip.

how come hearing against me songs still feels so weird? a lump in the throat, every time.

i feel a little heartbroken. arrrrg. i don't understand anything and i don't know what to do. i wish i could say i'm feeling this heated over a boy but it's really just punk rock. and hardcore IS punk rock to me, so it kills me to see people abusing that in the same way. i also cannot fathom some people's attitudes about being in bands or going to ( Read more... )