things are going ok, summer is gliding along smoothly, time is running out quicker, as usual ( Read more... )

truly, sam, with any good fortune, we'll see the end together.
please come back soon.

remember...

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i don't want to do this anymore

time doesn't help ( Read more... )

blonde can't be achieved with my hair. not even dirty blonde.
so they gave me ugly. that's the name of the hair dye.
to give you an idea, when i wear that big white necklace, i look like

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ok i'm going to try and not be down anymore. it's so easy, though, to make it sound perfect on livejournal. there's still a twinge of regret and sadness when i think of reuben, but i guess that's expected. i just want those 5 months of my life back. to quote across five aprils, i still have these memories, but will never see what we could have been ( Read more... )

just an up-date. it's kind of hard to give anyone a good idea of how things are going in general. even when i use my words. so i don't expect this to portray how i am really feeling. unless all i wrote was horrible. or horribly lonely ( Read more... )

livejournal, you are comforting ( Read more... )

ok, seriously, i'm bi-polar. bi:polar. bi;polar. bi$polar. seriously.

okay live journal sucks but i still get on to look at my friends and stuff ( Read more... )