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spring break was crazy.
it started with roshan and i at the carnival so fun so nice. we spent soo much money but its exactly what i always wanted us to do on a date.
the next days flow together in some weird strand...i worked alot and went out every nght and then slept till 2 everyday and woke up and did it again everyday was with either cody or john or cody and john.
i started to paint my room and redo it. i got my camera back and i have pictures. loren came down and she got to chill wiht me and john and cody and it was cool. the nights were so pretty some were foggy and some were clear and the weather was so nice.
i have been searching for IT. im desperately trying to find IT. and when i do ill dig it like crazy and ill know i know and hve peace.
friday early mornign we drove to austin it was nice to go that early with roshan. i feel asleep as the sunrose and woke up empty. but when we got there it was all new and roshan and i went walking for food after jay had our spot in line and it was cool to run through the streets like that like we knew. then everyone came and anthony and i fought and my knees took a beating but besides that i thought i was doing pretty good. then when we got in it was great. te show was great. mcs made me a happy girl i danced and had fun. and its good cause lorina and i wanted to kill some bitches before the happy music came on. then coheed i wasnt even tired i was ust pumped i felt like i could have lasted for so many more songs and i always am dead by the second to last. then i stayed in austin wiht dad. i got depressd cause i thought i lost IT. but then when i came back things got better. i slept alot first real sleep i had. then i was soo lonely for roshan i kept dreaming. then i woke up and i went to read and eat at empire cafe and just watch the people. it made some people feel sorry for me that i was eating alone.
cody called. he came. and i showed him westhimer. we went to helios and they had bellydancers on the beautiful backstage, and a firedancer too. it was great and beautiful outside. then we walked around and went back and had one of those great talks where everything is open and honest and you really care what the person is saying. we almost cried. then i went home. roshan and i talked and i fell asleep with him. i woke up and went to church. today i bought some clothes pictures of that later. but thats my rant. if you got this far i congratulate you. pictures of everything next time.
spring break was crazy.
it started with roshan and i at the carnival so fun so nice. we spent soo much money but its exactly what i always wanted us to do on a date.
the next days flow together in some weird strand...i worked alot and went out every nght and then slept till 2 everyday and woke up and did it again everyday was with either cody or john or cody and john.
i started to paint my room and redo it. i got my camera back and i have pictures. loren came down and she got to chill wiht me and john and cody and it was cool. the nights were so pretty some were foggy and some were clear and the weather was so nice.
i have been searching for IT. im desperately trying to find IT. and when i do ill dig it like crazy and ill know i know and hve peace.
friday early mornign we drove to austin it was nice to go that early with roshan. i feel asleep as the sunrose and woke up empty. but when we got there it was all new and roshan and i went walking for food after jay had our spot in line and it was cool to run through the streets like that like we knew. then everyone came and anthony and i fought and my knees took a beating but besides that i thought i was doing pretty good. then when we got in it was great. te show was great. mcs made me a happy girl i danced and had fun. and its good cause lorina and i wanted to kill some bitches before the happy music came on. then coheed i wasnt even tired i was ust pumped i felt like i could have lasted for so many more songs and i always am dead by the second to last. then i stayed in austin wiht dad. i got depressd cause i thought i lost IT. but then when i came back things got better. i slept alot first real sleep i had. then i was soo lonely for roshan i kept dreaming. then i woke up and i went to read and eat at empire cafe and just watch the people. it made some people feel sorry for me that i was eating alone.
cody called. he came. and i showed him westhimer. we went to helios and they had bellydancers on the beautiful backstage, and a firedancer too. it was great and beautiful outside. then we walked around and went back and had one of those great talks where everything is open and honest and you really care what the person is saying. we almost cried. then i went home. roshan and i talked and i fell asleep with him. i woke up and went to church. today i bought some clothes pictures of that later. but thats my rant. if you got this far i congratulate you. pictures of everything next time.