Celibacy

Feb 04, 2005 02:54

So I've decided that I'm done with trying to meet new people to date. I hate dating, I'm not good at it, I'm a horrible conversationalist, and I hate human contact, lol. Based on those, and many other reasons, I've decided to become celibate. I mean, I've never had sex as it is, but now I'm not going to....ever. I don't feel the need for someone to ( Read more... )

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ah, yes! anonymous February 4 2005, 17:44:36 UTC
you are now legal! woowhoo! i love you derek, and i hope u have the best time tonight, once again sorry for not going. your always awesome, and always caring, and always bitching ab something, but that makes you and i love you for that.

p.s. i know this has nothing to do with ur entry. haha ttyl lover!

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justanother_guy February 7 2005, 15:54:58 UTC
Virgin, thats so so sexy, I admire that tremendously.

Happy Freakin Belated Birthday!

"I don't feel the need for someone to love me anymore." I can pretend to love you if it'll make you happier :8?D

ha ha,,, if you spawned your own offspring I would want to adopt one, they could make me a bunch of money modeling and whatnot cuz yeah,,, ha ha anyhow!

Sincerely,
~Anonymously

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anonymous February 15 2005, 21:12:16 UTC
I admire you because you have not rushed into things. I was in college befroe I went all the way. I had a boyfriend or so we thought, from the fifth grade until I left for another state. We were lifelong friends, and at the age of ten, we knew that our feelings for each other were stronger than just friends. We did things such as take baths together and some kissing and feeling. But in college is where I became a "man". Your time will arrive, just trust your instincts, your heart, and your soul.
Peace out.

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anonymous February 23 2005, 06:06:57 UTC
Well, I only know you through on line posts. I used to live in Nashville for a time. You do not want to chat with me, I do not know why. But I will never force the issue. I among your 51 friends.

But I think that you are a beautiful young man. I wish that you see the beauty as we all do. My best friend from kindergarten through 11th grade was also my first boyfriend. We found out when we were in fifth grade that we loved each other.

We never went all the way, we did cool things such as bathe together, and slept together when we spent the night at each others house, so sex, the act, is not important. I still love him, even though we have gone our separate ways, and we have new boyfriends now. It is the love that you share together. Your love is out there, but the "Perks of being a Wallflower" will not help you at this juncture, go find him, NOW..... W.

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