I just have to say that I am really jealous of content people.  I love being spontaneous but I hate the fact that I'm so restless all the time.  It's not that I can't be satisfied because I am...but I am never truly content with things.  I thrive on change and sometimes I just need to take in the things that stay the same...the constants in my life ( Read more... )

            I happened to you...you happened to me, but now that's gone and love goes on....

I danced and sang in the rain with Amber last night and we laughed and acted dumb and didn't care if our hair got messed up or what anyone else thought of us....and it was at that point that I realized I am truly happy and blessed with the best friends in ( Read more... )

          I want to be everything but your mistake....

Ooooh Friday night we're having a hair dying party at Amber's and I'm sooo excited!  My hair has been looking pretty lame lately and I'm trying really hard to grow it out but I'm pretty sure I'm going to cut it by the end of the week & then the girls are going to dye it Friday!  So I'm excited ( Read more... )

Well I have to start by saying that I'm really sad because Megan is sick and we were supposed to have a super fun sleepover tonite and she was gunna re-dye my hair but she's not doing so well and I don't think that's going to happen which makes me totally upset and I hope she feels better!

BUT in other news this weekend is looking to be pretty fun ( Read more... )

As soon as someone said today was January 6th it hit me that it's been a year. A year since I heard the doctor tell me the horrible news. January 6th...which is about 9 & 1/2 weeks from November 1st. I can't believe it's been a year. I don't really like to call it a one year anniversary, but more for me a mourning. Mourning what was lost and ( Read more... )

SO I was looking through some pictures and found this one and thought wow doesn't Megan look cute!  I straightened her hair that day and it looked adorable...as you can see!  Yeah...here it is!  And I have no idea what Connor is doing to that bottle over there but whatever!


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                                           All I have to say is that I dropped my film off for one hour yesterday and I went to

pick it up 2 & 1/2 hours later and the machine broke so it wasn't ready and

they said it wouldn't be ready until this afternoon, so ( Read more... )

~I lost my keys yesterday and it really sucks! Luckily my dad had a spare to my car so I'm going to make copies today, but my work was pissed that I lost that key..for some reason they think someone will find it and automatically know it goes to TLC daycare and break in or something...I have no idea! So if you find them...give them back ( Read more... )

So I've had a lot of time to think this weekend and I realized I really do care about him.  And it really shouldn't matter to me what other people think because I adore him and that's all that matters.  But I just feel really immature about the whole thing and I don't think I can possibly act on it, eventhough I know how I feel.  I wish this was ( Read more... )

Happy New Year everyone...I don't really believe in resolutions at all, but if I had to make one it'd be to find a boy this year...it's been boring without one! <3