The little girl dreams.
She dreams of him.

He appears without a thought
and disappears
as quick as
that penny she wished upon
and threw into that celestial fountain.

She dreams of him.
Her future is planned around him
and she hopes to see him again.
Just like his reoccurrence
in her unconscious visions
and as she sleeps her heart beats.

She dreams of him.
He ( Read more... )

in her world every is perfect. she is beautiful, her family is well off with no financial problems, her friends care, she is smart, independent, talented, and her boyfriend is her prince charming. but that's only in her world. the real world, in other cruel words, reality, it's the complete opposite. she's ugly, her family is poor, her friends ( Read more... )

a little girl grew up in an innocent world thinking her prince charming would sweep her off of her feet. if only she grew up knowing the truth of the world's cruel reality, this cruel fairytale, then she wouldn't still be lost in her world, dreaming for that one man to save her from her false perception of the world. she listens to songs that are ( Read more... )

can't you realize i'm right here? i'll always be here when you need me. when you need someone to listen to your rants. your complaining about that one teacher. you're oblivious to the matters outside of school or unless i'm too obvious and it's scaring you away. therefore i'm oblivious to your tiny reactions of rejections.  i'm terribly sick right ( Read more... )

my fictional life. yes, don't make fun of me. this is what really goes on inside my childish mind of mine.

i wish i was brave.
i wish i could just say "you know what? let's cheer up, let's go watch a movie together on sunday."
and then he'll be "what? the two of us?"
and i'll be "why? can't that happen?"
and he'll be "uhh i guess?" with his hand on ( Read more... )

i'm sad. over the recent earthquake/ tsunami in Japan. as well as other matters. please pray for Japan.

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gone.
you're gone.
you're forever gone.
i hate how you chose to go there.
i hate how you chose to leave here.
will i ever see you again?
will i ever hear you again?
do you know?
how do you know?
i'll miss you.
i'll miss this you.
you're gone forever.
you' ( Read more... )

mianhae. i haven't posted in a while. i've been busy, really really busy. homework, assignments, university, keeping my marks up, family problems, financial problems.. etc. everything BUT the kitchen sink eh? sorry wrong use of a pun. here's a little something for those who bother to read this.

sadness. 
what is it?
hurt?
pain?
disappointment?
i'm not ( Read more... )

i hate it when silence isn't around.
i hate it when silence is seldom.
i hate it when the voices are yelling.
i hate it when the voices are yelling around me.
yet i also hate it when silence decides to make a sudden appearance.
it waltzes in like it owns the yelling.

the voices are yelling at each other about incredibly stupid reasons.
the voices are ( Read more... )

EXAMS ARE OVER! I'M FREE FOR ONE WEEK UNTIL SEM 2 STARTS!!

~~~
she said three words.
"i miss you."
he said two.
"i don't."
~~~

** short but you get the point?
*** is it wrong for a noona to be completely crazy over a fifteen year old? >> teen top <3
**** keke.. INFINITE ~ INSPIRIT .. no limit love.


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LEE HONGKI & LEE JOON <3's x a million + one
XD

why?
the little naive girl asks why?
she asks the smart cookie she knows.
the smart cookie doesn't have an answer.
why?
why does the smart cookie not have an answer?
because the little naive girl doesn't ask out loud.
she wants to, but does not have the courage.
why?
why does the little naive girl not have the ( Read more... )