Ugh...

[onlysanechimera]

I'm starting to think Etna was right. I was a damn idiot to wish myself back to being like this. I mean, even apart from why I ended up the way I was in the first place...

I'd rather be a freak and remember my friends than be alone as a human.

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[proudlovefreak]

You don't have to be alone... Any friend of Etna's is a friend of mine!

[onlysanechimera]

Yes, but every other friend I have here... I don't remember a thing beyond just over three months ago. Well, that's not quite right - apparently I've been here for more than a year, and I'm supposed to be four years older than I am. And I don't remember anything that happened in that time. If Lina's right, some pretty important stuff happened back on our world in that time, not to mention all the friends I've made here that I don't remember.

I met someone a couple weeks ago that I apparently fell in love with for a day back in February and she was surprised when I didn't know her name. And Etna and Lina probably aren't the only ones who'd rather see me back to my old self.

[proudlovefreak]

Well, you could always learn all that stuff again, right? And even if you can't, I don't think real friends would stop liking you because you couldn't remember everything...

I bet if you tried, you could go back to the way you were! If you wanted to, that is.

[onlysanechimera]

Yeah, but it isn't the same thing. Trust me, if it had ever happened to you, you'd know.

I don't think it's that easy.

[steelsoul_al]

Your memories were the price you paid?

If...you don't mind my asking...what were you before?

[onlysanechimera]

According to someone I'm pretty sure I can trust at least as far as I could throw her, I was a chimera. And everybody says I looked like I was made of stone, so I must've been part golem.

[steelsoul_al]

A chimera...?

I used to know a few other chimeras. They were very good friends. I'm not quite sure what a golem is, though...

Anyway...I'm more than familiar with Lady Yuuko's wishes myself. Still can't believe she's gone...

I'm Alphonse Elric, by the way. It's nice to meet you.

[onlysanechimera]

What? People make chimeras out of humans in your world?

A golem's this big thing like a walking stone statue, magically animated. Not too bright, but hell to get rid of, especially in groups.

Nice to meet you, too, Alphonse. I'm Zelgadiss Graywords, but call me Zel.