Call Me, Please (Ch4)
The 'Sinner'
Beta by : _supa; on Season-of-mist
‘Sinner’ was a chaos if you compared it with your private happy, normal, and ordinary life that you loved. However, since you met Yoochun, the simple life began to flip and you found yourself visited this place of thousands dance lightning and heavy blaring music, because Yoochun liked it. You tasted the heavy beat of the songs that mixing professionally in the hand of famous D.J. You even had gulped the churning liquid that people knew as an alcoholic drink because Yoochun had a passion for it. You learnt to skip your happy ordinary life only for him saw you as a person that he could love.
You didn’t like this place… Why? Because like its name, ‘Sinner’ was a place for a sinner...And you didn’t believe it that you could stand there again, lost in the crowd of heavy music and mixed people who was dancing into the beat of the song, this time even without Yoochun.
You knew in this place, every people could be everything they wanted. No camera and even no cell phone to guarantee the freedom in this place. You could be anything you wanted, without anyone cared about it. You walked through the people who was dancing and moved your body closer toward your wandering friend. All excitement and the heat of this place reached his brain as he grinned toward the beautiful lady beside him and pouted because you dragged him to continue walk at the crowded dance floor.
“This place is hot, hyung…”
You nodded as your eyes searched for the hot guy that you had known as your ex. You and Changmin had stalked him. However, because of the crowd you finally lost him and his date that night.
You winced at the memory of your former lover went out with his secretary. You felt nothing but betrayed.
However, what could you do again? He lost from your fingertips and flied away from the distance in your arms. All broke your heart at the process.
“Oh my God, hyung! Is that a pole dancer?” Changmin exclaimed loudly as you two must shout to speak with each other because of the music. You rolled your eyes as he practically drooled at the beautiful lady that swoon and danced at the pole.
“Too bad, I wasn’t in my physical body…”
You snorted at your younger friend as your eyes again searched for Yoochun.
“Let’s go dance, Hyung!”
You eyed Changmin with shocking eyes as he shrugged his shoulder and motioned his head to the dance floor.
“But, Yoochun…”
“He can wait, Hyung… Let’s have fun first…” He told you. His hand had already held your wrist to drag you at the dance floor.
“It’s such a waste if we have already come to this place and didn’t have fun at all.”
He grinned as he began to sway his body at the beat, you eyed his grin and finally a genuine smile broke into your tired face. You laughed as the loud music drown you together at the beat. And all you could feel and remembered wasn’t the younger friend who made a dorky move in front of you, but your former lover with his sexy grind and greasy voice. The beat trapped you even more with the enigma of Park Yoochun.
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Once, he lost at the beat.
Twice, he felt all hot by the music.
Thrice, he felt nothing but to surrender at the feeling.
Changmin was so close to him. Too close until it was making a heat in all over his body. The worst thing was he didn’t know who the one in front of him was. He didn't know who was swaying his hips and matching the grinding hips with his smooth moving one. The breath of the younger was so loud and enchanting in his ears as he mistook it for the one that his lover had.
He closed his eyes as he felt the smooth voice in his ears whispered so sweetly…
“Hyung…” The voice said.
“Junsu…” His brain took it as his name and the grey cell misunderstood it as another frequency and tone from the one he loved.
The blaring music of one beat and jumped again at another drowned him, made him lost at the maze of his own brain. The ghostly feeling began to crawl at the entire of his body as he continuously grinded so sensually. The breath tickled his neck as the other took a breath in his before he whispered again.
“Junsu…” At the moment, the voice finally said his name as he closed the gap between them and kissed the ear of the lost man. He moaned slowly at the feeling when the younger kissed his skin downward toward his smooth neck.
He felt that the body gap between them had finally disappeared and the slow friction that had made caught him at the grasp of their naughty fingers. All blood boiled and heart leapt because of the sensation as he imagined the smooth gravely voice that again whispered softly in his skin and made him all shivering. The wicked smile that he saw when he had surrendered; at the lost of enchanting feeling, when the other teased him so slowly.
Changmin lost at the heat and the music as well. All the sounds and the atmosphere enchanted and trapped him as he smelled the sweet scent from the older but smaller wandering soul. He caressed his hand at the beautiful face of the other as he admired Junsu who had his face flushed into red and close his eyes tightly, all trapped at the sensation.
Changmin felt content as he felt his friend swayed back and grinded back at him so sensually together with the beat of the songs and all of their surrounding disappeared. He saw the beautiful strawberry plumped lips that ripe and waited to be taken and he had no intention to not taking it.
He slowly leaned in as he whispered the beautiful soul’s name. However what he heard was surely stopped him.
“Yoochun…”
It was only one words and only one name that snapped him back from the maze of the wicked game of the sensuous body into the reality. Junsu didn’t feel him.
Junsu didn’t see him. Junsu didn’t hear him and Junsu even lost and didn’t know him.
Was this Yoochun etching too deep in his soul until he didn’t see Changmin?
Even Changmin was only lost at the sensation of the music and the heat, it was still hurt to not be noticed by your partner.
“Hyung…” He called the other as he stopped his sway and grind abruptly and made Junsu came back to reality and opened his eyes, finally came back from the held of the maddening sensation and the memory of his former lover.
And when he opened his eyes he could see the wound in the chocolate orbs of his friend. He broke their body contact immediately as his cheeks flushed deeply in red. He looked at nothing but the eyes of his friend that filled with nothing but pain.
“I’m sorry, Changmin… I was lost, and I didn’t…”
“Shut up, Hyung…” Changmin whacked the head of the older soul and made him winced in pain and when he looked again at his face, Junsu saw the naughty grin as Changmin smirked evilly when the smaller soul held his abuse head.
“Now, we are match…” He grinned as Junsu smiled and breathed in relief at the sign of the smile from his friend.
“You are ungrateful spoiled child…” Junsu hissed playfully at him and earned a chuckle from the man as the other shrugged his shoulder.
“Let’s find your lover boy, Hyung…” Changmin smiled widely at Junsu and he got a nod for the answer. Junsu walked first before Changmin followed the other soul as he held his heart which was hurting so badly beneath the façade of smiling lips and glittering eyes on happy face.
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Junsu found Yoochun at the counter, eyes sparkled and hand at the shoulder of the beautiful pretty woman as the woman giggled with every words that Yoochun said to him. And Junsu couldn’t fell his heart anymore and his brain beamed a tangle mess of struggling agony feeling that slumped under the loud music and the sight of the sinner.
Yoochun flashed his white pearly teeth as the other blushed at the sight of heavy flirt grin. Junsu wanted to kill the woman.
He wanted to cut her into pieces of pile meats that grounded together and buried them with his own dying heart.
He saw Yoochun, Yoochun, and Yoochun everywhere.
And there was the real Yoochun, all cozy at the counter with hands everywhere at the pretty woman, when his body was sleeping unconsciously at the hospital room and his soul wandered alone with hope to see even a slightest sign that he still remembered Junsu. He was waited for the other to give some signal that everything would be okay for him.
Yoochun whispered at Yoona’s ears all hot and charming, tease dripped in every tone, and Junsu remembered when Yoochun whispered his name in is ears back then when they were together.
Yoona blushed as Yoochun held his waist in charming manner and Junsu felt like sky just dropped down at his head.
“Hyung…” The broken hearted man heard that his friend called him and he turned his head in horror. When Changmin saw Yoochun and Yoona at the counter, glass of alcoholic liquid was held in his hand as the light illuminating the picture perfectly. He eyed back at Junsu who had already turned his head back to view the couple.
The most unbelievable thing was happening in the front of them as like the heaven still didn’t feel content in punishing the cute man. Junsu saw with his orbs that pulled the sadness inside, he saw his love of his life, he saw his former lover, Park Yoochun, who had never called him even once, who had not visited him even after he got an accident, was leaning in at the pretty woman. With closed eyes and kissable red lips, Yoochun kissed the glossy red plump of the pretty woman and at the same moment he stole all Junsu’s reasons to keep breathe and live.
“Hyung…” Changmin touched the shoulder of the shocking man and pulled him into a hug.
“Don’t look at them, Hyung…” He whispered at the man in his arms.
Junsu struggled from Changmin; he wanted to see and made a clear notification of what he had seen. He wanted to see what had happened was true and wasn’t a piece of his freakiest nightmare.
“Let me go… Let me go…!”
“No… No… Hyung, don’t see it…”
He struggled at Changmin’s hold even more. Tears all formed in the clear orbs that contained a bitterness of a death betrayed feeling. The trickling liquid in his cheeks was nothing compared with his heart.
“Let me go Changmin, that’s not true…”
“Stop it, Hyung…!” Changmin shouted as the blaring music felt so hurt in his eardrums. The tears were flown in his cheeks too as he felt the sadness that Junsu endured and couldn’t help to feel betrayed too. The mass crowded people weren’t bothered by them as they continued to laugh and laugh again as they danced and surrendered at the tempting sways of forbidden bid in dripping sin.
“Hyung… Listen to me… STOP IT…!”
“JUST, LET ME GO...!” He broke free from Changmin’s arms and slapped the younger soul’s cheeks hard. The slapping sound echoed hard in the world of the two broken men even the blasting sound of music was heard beside them.
For Junsu, it was echoed of his hurting heart as he saw Changmin with widened eyes, since he didn’t know what he did himself.
For Changmin, it was a sting that wounded his heart for the first time. The pain was gaudy between the pure soils of the broken heart as he felt the sting in his cheeks.
“Min… I’m sorry, Min…”
“It is okay, Hyung…” Changmin told him even he felt the pain in his reddish cheeks.
“I don’t know… I’m sorry…” Junsu bit his lips before he made a dash and passed the shocking eyes of Changmin that didn’t anticipate what Junsu would do.
Junsu dashed away from the broken solitude in the sinner palace. Changmin trailed no too far away behind him. Two young souls, one broken, one didn’t know what would happen. They ran away from the fake happiness nest to the front door and went out from the palace of the too small blink of neon signs and lights.
“Hyung…” Changmin had finally chased him, all thanked because of his longer leg. Junsu turned his face toward the younger one, eyes puffy because of the tears, mind confused because of the betrayal, and hope burnt because of Yoochun’s kiss.
“I hate him, Minnie… I hate him with all of my heart, Minnie…”
“Hyung, don’t cry… You promise me that you wouldn’t hurt yourself.”
“I can’t help it… It’s just…” Junsu smiled, the curved lips didn’t even reach he eyes of the sorrowful drown beautiful angel. All too plastic and all too fake and it hurt Changmin’s heart.
“I love him, Min…” He stepped closer to Changmin and hugged him so suddenly made the younger drown into the sweet warm embrace.
“But, he hurt me so deeply…”
“Hyung…” Changmin whispered at the smaller man that hugged him. He put his hand hesitantly at the Junsu and countered his embrace slowly. He drew a soothing circle at the beautiful shoulder of fragile beauty.
“It is okay…”
“Of course, it is okay... Min…” He pulled away from the embrace as he smiled sweetly, all too sweet until Changmin shivered at the sight of the beautiful arc of colorless rainbow in front of him.
“I will make him pay… I will haunt him forever… I will make him grief in all of his life because of the hurt that he causes me…” Junsu told Changmin, all with sweet smile as his hands squeezed Changmin’s arms until the younger winced in pain.
“Hyung… what do you mean?”
“I will make him pay… I will make him in sorrow and grief forever in his life… Even I won’t back to my body, as long as he will feel the same hurt that he makes me endured.” Junsu let go the arms of the younger and Changmin breathed in relief, however his eyes widened when he saw the intention, bitter, and a lust to revenge inside the eyes of the other lost wandering soul.
Junsu let go Changmin’s arms and he walked down the road and took a rock from the road. Changmin’s couldn’t believe his eyes, he couldn’t believe that Junsu could touch and take things that had physical material from the world of the human. He had ever heard that the souls who held such a strong emotion in their heart could make contact with human that still lived. That was why human sometimes could do contact with spirit and ghost.
However, he couldn’t believe that his own friend could do that, and the cause of such phenomenon was the bitter feeling in Junsu’s heart.
“Hyung, what do you mean…?”
“Nothing...” Junsu told him as he was still back facing Changmin. Then he suddenly threw the rock so hard until it made a metal clang sound because of it bumped into someone’s car and the alarm of the car was heard and blared, cut the silence of the night and the shadow beat of the ‘Sinner’ club.
“I mean nothing at all…” Junsu turned and smiled again. The darkness of the night suddenly complimented the innocent feature of hollow heart and sadistic silence.
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Yoona was all soft and warm in your hand as you whispered teasing words into her ears and she blushed. She blushed like Junsu, who always acted first but in the end he would all flushed in embarrassment with fiddling fingers and blabbing words, all too cute in front of your eyes.
You must forget him… Damn you…
He wanted to end this relationship and you felt hurt at the fact. You didn’t believe that it was over, so to prove it that you could walk even
without him and tried to move on, there you was with very pretty woman who was your new secretary in your arms.
His face still tainted your eye lids when you closed your eyes.
You leaned in to kiss the pretty woman, eyes closed; face of angel haunted your dreams. You deepened the kiss to erase the feeling, only to feel the guilty start bubbling in your heart.
Yoona wasn’t him.
The feeling glossy lips and lip-gloss that covered them began to seep and tainted your taste bud. You hated make up, a contrast comparison of the sweet taste of the pure strawberry lips from your former lover. You snapped your eyes open and tore yourself from her.
The sickening taste of the lip-gloss lingered in your lips and you didn’t like it. You didn’t like it all.
“I’m sorry, Yoona… I can’t…” You told her as her eyes dropped into disappointment but you didn’t bother with it. There was the only one that danced in your heart.
Kim Junsu…
“What’s wrong, Chunnie?”
“Nothing's wrong, let’s goes home…” You smiled at her and she eyed you in wide eyes, obvious sign of disappointment.
“What, we have just been here for a moment…”
“Let’s just go home…” You told her, her begging eyes didn’t feel anything in your heart.
“And don’t call me Chunnie… there is only one person who can call me with it…”
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Beta by : _supa; on Season-of-mist
‘Sinner’ was a chaos if you compared it with your private happy, normal, and ordinary life that you loved. However, since you met Yoochun, the simple life began to flip and you found yourself visited this place of thousands dance lightning and heavy blaring music, because Yoochun liked it. You tasted the heavy beat of the songs that mixing professionally in the hand of famous D.J. You even had gulped the churning liquid that people knew as an alcoholic drink because Yoochun had a passion for it. You learnt to skip your happy ordinary life only for him saw you as a person that he could love.
You didn’t like this place… Why? Because like its name, ‘Sinner’ was a place for a sinner...And you didn’t believe it that you could stand there again, lost in the crowd of heavy music and mixed people who was dancing into the beat of the song, this time even without Yoochun.
You knew in this place, every people could be everything they wanted. No camera and even no cell phone to guarantee the freedom in this place. You could be anything you wanted, without anyone cared about it. You walked through the people who was dancing and moved your body closer toward your wandering friend. All excitement and the heat of this place reached his brain as he grinned toward the beautiful lady beside him and pouted because you dragged him to continue walk at the crowded dance floor.
“This place is hot, hyung…”
You nodded as your eyes searched for the hot guy that you had known as your ex. You and Changmin had stalked him. However, because of the crowd you finally lost him and his date that night.
You winced at the memory of your former lover went out with his secretary. You felt nothing but betrayed.
However, what could you do again? He lost from your fingertips and flied away from the distance in your arms. All broke your heart at the process.
“Oh my God, hyung! Is that a pole dancer?” Changmin exclaimed loudly as you two must shout to speak with each other because of the music. You rolled your eyes as he practically drooled at the beautiful lady that swoon and danced at the pole.
“Too bad, I wasn’t in my physical body…”
You snorted at your younger friend as your eyes again searched for Yoochun.
“Let’s go dance, Hyung!”
You eyed Changmin with shocking eyes as he shrugged his shoulder and motioned his head to the dance floor.
“But, Yoochun…”
“He can wait, Hyung… Let’s have fun first…” He told you. His hand had already held your wrist to drag you at the dance floor.
“It’s such a waste if we have already come to this place and didn’t have fun at all.”
He grinned as he began to sway his body at the beat, you eyed his grin and finally a genuine smile broke into your tired face. You laughed as the loud music drown you together at the beat. And all you could feel and remembered wasn’t the younger friend who made a dorky move in front of you, but your former lover with his sexy grind and greasy voice. The beat trapped you even more with the enigma of Park Yoochun.
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Once, he lost at the beat.
Twice, he felt all hot by the music.
Thrice, he felt nothing but to surrender at the feeling.
Changmin was so close to him. Too close until it was making a heat in all over his body. The worst thing was he didn’t know who the one in front of him was. He didn't know who was swaying his hips and matching the grinding hips with his smooth moving one. The breath of the younger was so loud and enchanting in his ears as he mistook it for the one that his lover had.
He closed his eyes as he felt the smooth voice in his ears whispered so sweetly…
“Hyung…” The voice said.
“Junsu…” His brain took it as his name and the grey cell misunderstood it as another frequency and tone from the one he loved.
The blaring music of one beat and jumped again at another drowned him, made him lost at the maze of his own brain. The ghostly feeling began to crawl at the entire of his body as he continuously grinded so sensually. The breath tickled his neck as the other took a breath in his before he whispered again.
“Junsu…” At the moment, the voice finally said his name as he closed the gap between them and kissed the ear of the lost man. He moaned slowly at the feeling when the younger kissed his skin downward toward his smooth neck.
He felt that the body gap between them had finally disappeared and the slow friction that had made caught him at the grasp of their naughty fingers. All blood boiled and heart leapt because of the sensation as he imagined the smooth gravely voice that again whispered softly in his skin and made him all shivering. The wicked smile that he saw when he had surrendered; at the lost of enchanting feeling, when the other teased him so slowly.
Changmin lost at the heat and the music as well. All the sounds and the atmosphere enchanted and trapped him as he smelled the sweet scent from the older but smaller wandering soul. He caressed his hand at the beautiful face of the other as he admired Junsu who had his face flushed into red and close his eyes tightly, all trapped at the sensation.
Changmin felt content as he felt his friend swayed back and grinded back at him so sensually together with the beat of the songs and all of their surrounding disappeared. He saw the beautiful strawberry plumped lips that ripe and waited to be taken and he had no intention to not taking it.
He slowly leaned in as he whispered the beautiful soul’s name. However what he heard was surely stopped him.
“Yoochun…”
It was only one words and only one name that snapped him back from the maze of the wicked game of the sensuous body into the reality. Junsu didn’t feel him.
Junsu didn’t see him. Junsu didn’t hear him and Junsu even lost and didn’t know him.
Was this Yoochun etching too deep in his soul until he didn’t see Changmin?
Even Changmin was only lost at the sensation of the music and the heat, it was still hurt to not be noticed by your partner.
“Hyung…” He called the other as he stopped his sway and grind abruptly and made Junsu came back to reality and opened his eyes, finally came back from the held of the maddening sensation and the memory of his former lover.
And when he opened his eyes he could see the wound in the chocolate orbs of his friend. He broke their body contact immediately as his cheeks flushed deeply in red. He looked at nothing but the eyes of his friend that filled with nothing but pain.
“I’m sorry, Changmin… I was lost, and I didn’t…”
“Shut up, Hyung…” Changmin whacked the head of the older soul and made him winced in pain and when he looked again at his face, Junsu saw the naughty grin as Changmin smirked evilly when the smaller soul held his abuse head.
“Now, we are match…” He grinned as Junsu smiled and breathed in relief at the sign of the smile from his friend.
“You are ungrateful spoiled child…” Junsu hissed playfully at him and earned a chuckle from the man as the other shrugged his shoulder.
“Let’s find your lover boy, Hyung…” Changmin smiled widely at Junsu and he got a nod for the answer. Junsu walked first before Changmin followed the other soul as he held his heart which was hurting so badly beneath the façade of smiling lips and glittering eyes on happy face.
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Junsu found Yoochun at the counter, eyes sparkled and hand at the shoulder of the beautiful pretty woman as the woman giggled with every words that Yoochun said to him. And Junsu couldn’t fell his heart anymore and his brain beamed a tangle mess of struggling agony feeling that slumped under the loud music and the sight of the sinner.
Yoochun flashed his white pearly teeth as the other blushed at the sight of heavy flirt grin. Junsu wanted to kill the woman.
He wanted to cut her into pieces of pile meats that grounded together and buried them with his own dying heart.
He saw Yoochun, Yoochun, and Yoochun everywhere.
And there was the real Yoochun, all cozy at the counter with hands everywhere at the pretty woman, when his body was sleeping unconsciously at the hospital room and his soul wandered alone with hope to see even a slightest sign that he still remembered Junsu. He was waited for the other to give some signal that everything would be okay for him.
Yoochun whispered at Yoona’s ears all hot and charming, tease dripped in every tone, and Junsu remembered when Yoochun whispered his name in is ears back then when they were together.
Yoona blushed as Yoochun held his waist in charming manner and Junsu felt like sky just dropped down at his head.
“Hyung…” The broken hearted man heard that his friend called him and he turned his head in horror. When Changmin saw Yoochun and Yoona at the counter, glass of alcoholic liquid was held in his hand as the light illuminating the picture perfectly. He eyed back at Junsu who had already turned his head back to view the couple.
The most unbelievable thing was happening in the front of them as like the heaven still didn’t feel content in punishing the cute man. Junsu saw with his orbs that pulled the sadness inside, he saw his love of his life, he saw his former lover, Park Yoochun, who had never called him even once, who had not visited him even after he got an accident, was leaning in at the pretty woman. With closed eyes and kissable red lips, Yoochun kissed the glossy red plump of the pretty woman and at the same moment he stole all Junsu’s reasons to keep breathe and live.
“Hyung…” Changmin touched the shoulder of the shocking man and pulled him into a hug.
“Don’t look at them, Hyung…” He whispered at the man in his arms.
Junsu struggled from Changmin; he wanted to see and made a clear notification of what he had seen. He wanted to see what had happened was true and wasn’t a piece of his freakiest nightmare.
“Let me go… Let me go…!”
“No… No… Hyung, don’t see it…”
He struggled at Changmin’s hold even more. Tears all formed in the clear orbs that contained a bitterness of a death betrayed feeling. The trickling liquid in his cheeks was nothing compared with his heart.
“Let me go Changmin, that’s not true…”
“Stop it, Hyung…!” Changmin shouted as the blaring music felt so hurt in his eardrums. The tears were flown in his cheeks too as he felt the sadness that Junsu endured and couldn’t help to feel betrayed too. The mass crowded people weren’t bothered by them as they continued to laugh and laugh again as they danced and surrendered at the tempting sways of forbidden bid in dripping sin.
“Hyung… Listen to me… STOP IT…!”
“JUST, LET ME GO...!” He broke free from Changmin’s arms and slapped the younger soul’s cheeks hard. The slapping sound echoed hard in the world of the two broken men even the blasting sound of music was heard beside them.
For Junsu, it was echoed of his hurting heart as he saw Changmin with widened eyes, since he didn’t know what he did himself.
For Changmin, it was a sting that wounded his heart for the first time. The pain was gaudy between the pure soils of the broken heart as he felt the sting in his cheeks.
“Min… I’m sorry, Min…”
“It is okay, Hyung…” Changmin told him even he felt the pain in his reddish cheeks.
“I don’t know… I’m sorry…” Junsu bit his lips before he made a dash and passed the shocking eyes of Changmin that didn’t anticipate what Junsu would do.
Junsu dashed away from the broken solitude in the sinner palace. Changmin trailed no too far away behind him. Two young souls, one broken, one didn’t know what would happen. They ran away from the fake happiness nest to the front door and went out from the palace of the too small blink of neon signs and lights.
“Hyung…” Changmin had finally chased him, all thanked because of his longer leg. Junsu turned his face toward the younger one, eyes puffy because of the tears, mind confused because of the betrayal, and hope burnt because of Yoochun’s kiss.
“I hate him, Minnie… I hate him with all of my heart, Minnie…”
“Hyung, don’t cry… You promise me that you wouldn’t hurt yourself.”
“I can’t help it… It’s just…” Junsu smiled, the curved lips didn’t even reach he eyes of the sorrowful drown beautiful angel. All too plastic and all too fake and it hurt Changmin’s heart.
“I love him, Min…” He stepped closer to Changmin and hugged him so suddenly made the younger drown into the sweet warm embrace.
“But, he hurt me so deeply…”
“Hyung…” Changmin whispered at the smaller man that hugged him. He put his hand hesitantly at the Junsu and countered his embrace slowly. He drew a soothing circle at the beautiful shoulder of fragile beauty.
“It is okay…”
“Of course, it is okay... Min…” He pulled away from the embrace as he smiled sweetly, all too sweet until Changmin shivered at the sight of the beautiful arc of colorless rainbow in front of him.
“I will make him pay… I will haunt him forever… I will make him grief in all of his life because of the hurt that he causes me…” Junsu told Changmin, all with sweet smile as his hands squeezed Changmin’s arms until the younger winced in pain.
“Hyung… what do you mean?”
“I will make him pay… I will make him in sorrow and grief forever in his life… Even I won’t back to my body, as long as he will feel the same hurt that he makes me endured.” Junsu let go the arms of the younger and Changmin breathed in relief, however his eyes widened when he saw the intention, bitter, and a lust to revenge inside the eyes of the other lost wandering soul.
Junsu let go Changmin’s arms and he walked down the road and took a rock from the road. Changmin’s couldn’t believe his eyes, he couldn’t believe that Junsu could touch and take things that had physical material from the world of the human. He had ever heard that the souls who held such a strong emotion in their heart could make contact with human that still lived. That was why human sometimes could do contact with spirit and ghost.
However, he couldn’t believe that his own friend could do that, and the cause of such phenomenon was the bitter feeling in Junsu’s heart.
“Hyung, what do you mean…?”
“Nothing...” Junsu told him as he was still back facing Changmin. Then he suddenly threw the rock so hard until it made a metal clang sound because of it bumped into someone’s car and the alarm of the car was heard and blared, cut the silence of the night and the shadow beat of the ‘Sinner’ club.
“I mean nothing at all…” Junsu turned and smiled again. The darkness of the night suddenly complimented the innocent feature of hollow heart and sadistic silence.
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Yoona was all soft and warm in your hand as you whispered teasing words into her ears and she blushed. She blushed like Junsu, who always acted first but in the end he would all flushed in embarrassment with fiddling fingers and blabbing words, all too cute in front of your eyes.
You must forget him… Damn you…
He wanted to end this relationship and you felt hurt at the fact. You didn’t believe that it was over, so to prove it that you could walk even
without him and tried to move on, there you was with very pretty woman who was your new secretary in your arms.
His face still tainted your eye lids when you closed your eyes.
You leaned in to kiss the pretty woman, eyes closed; face of angel haunted your dreams. You deepened the kiss to erase the feeling, only to feel the guilty start bubbling in your heart.
Yoona wasn’t him.
The feeling glossy lips and lip-gloss that covered them began to seep and tainted your taste bud. You hated make up, a contrast comparison of the sweet taste of the pure strawberry lips from your former lover. You snapped your eyes open and tore yourself from her.
The sickening taste of the lip-gloss lingered in your lips and you didn’t like it. You didn’t like it all.
“I’m sorry, Yoona… I can’t…” You told her as her eyes dropped into disappointment but you didn’t bother with it. There was the only one that danced in your heart.
Kim Junsu…
“What’s wrong, Chunnie?”
“Nothing's wrong, let’s goes home…” You smiled at her and she eyed you in wide eyes, obvious sign of disappointment.
“What, we have just been here for a moment…”
“Let’s just go home…” You told her, her begging eyes didn’t feel anything in your heart.
“And don’t call me Chunnie… there is only one person who can call me with it…”
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