Call Me, Please (End)
Epilogue
Beta by : _supa; on Season-of-mist
You stared at the body that lied down at the hospital bed as the whiteness essence of the building injected another sense of loneliness into your malfunction brain. The smell of medicines and drugs were the things those accompanied you. The flower at the bed stand was withered because of no one water it. The aroma of single lone soul pierced right through the bottom of your heart.
You were alone again…
It always liked this.
In the end, you were the one who left alone.
You remembered the things when you were a real life person. All warm and bubbly, filled with love and passion. The smile never left your lips as you gently gripped the source of joy into your heart. You were happy, content, and loved. Never once in your heart you thought that you would be left behind like this.
The memories of angel reversed back into your mind, when you remembered the beautiful person that caught your heart so dearly and left it in the floor to be stepped and crushed into pieces.
[“Changmin-ah… I find a man….”]
You closed your eyes, all of the sudden the world was too heavy for your eyelids.
[“Changmin-ah, he asks me to go out with him, isn’t it great?”]
He danced like the pale moonlight in the sky, no matter how you ran away, it would still find you and entrapped you with its glory.
[“Changmin-ah, meet my boyfriend… His name is Jung Yunho, Yunho this is Changmin…”]
[“He is my wonderful dongsaeng…”]
He left you together with his heart. You might be a fool to believe that he might love you when the truth was he saw you nothing but a dongsaeng. How you wished with your heart that you could see him only as a Hyung. You failed at that silly wish.
The hospital room was too big for your cracking heart. Your heart was small and you let the angel came in into it. The result was painful, your heart broke, crashed, shredded, into a mass of million pieces of broken hope and broken destiny. Together with the crashing accident you got, you fell into the deep mud of runaway. At least you were happy even for an illusion.
However, all the people who were wandering with you always left you behind and again you felt the pain, which was more greatly than the previous one.
A sound of rattling door knob broke you from your train of thought. You lifted your head to the door only to meet someone who you didn’t expect to stand there. You met him again, only in his real life body. He was far more beautiful than when he was wandering with you. He was practically glowing with happiness and the content that you didn’t find when he was still a wandering soul.
Junsu visited you.
His face might be still bruising and he still uses a pair of crutch to walk. However, he was real and visited you. He was there to see your unmoving body, you knew it.
You blinked, no one in your wandering adventure ever came back to visit you. You had always left behind and they forgot you. Why did Junsu here?
You saw the man walked quietly into your unmoving body in the bed. Eyes glowed with a genuine sincere as he bit his lips when he saw your fragile real body.
“Minnie, finally I find you…” He whispered the words that made your heart warm.
“I heard from the nurse…” You heard him talked your body, obvious sign that he couldn’t see you. He took a sharp intake of breathe before he continued his words.
“That you were left broken hearted by the one you loved the most, that was why you were here…”
You remembered it, you remembered the angel that took away your heart. His beautiful lashes that bathed and made your heart thumped wildly.
[“Jaejoong-hyung…”]
[“Yes, Changmin-ah…”]
You remembered the love that you kept too long until it was too late.
[“I met a man…”]
[“This is Jung Yunho…”]
Far too late…
“But Minnie…” You heard the sweet nickname from his that you loved the way it’s rolled from his tongue.
“Minnie, you can’t runaway forever like this…”
Runaway? Sometimes the runaway felt so sweet, far sweeter than when you faced your own truth.
“I still can’t believe that we met as a wandering soul, but it was one of the best adventures, Minnie-ah. Even it was still felt like a dream…”
You still felt all of these like a dream too, not only him.
“And you are a best friend Minnie-ah…” He told your body, hand slowly crawled to your unmoving one and squeezed it lightly.
“Thank you Minnie-ah… Thank you for making me realizes and faces my fear than runaway forever… Thank you for make me understand that all I have to do is believe in love…”
You smiled when you heard his words. You felt honored as the tears slowly pooled your eyes.
“Minnie-ah… You tell me to face him, to come back to him… Now it’s my turn Minnie… Now, it’s your turn to come back and stop runaway from whatever your problem in this world.”
A struggle of realization washed over your soul. The swept of his hair made you think and your tears were flown freely like a pair of broken rivers.
“Minnie-ah… I stop to runaway… You must stop too…”
Sweet, it was sweet in your ears as you felt the warmth of the words overwhelmed your souls. You felt so light and happy.
You realized that you were not alone as he held your hand at your body in the bed.
“Minnie-ah… Come back and stop runaway, I believe it’s not only me who wait for you…”
[“Changmin-ah… Wake up, I wait for you…”]
[“Changmin, I’m sorry, maybe I don’t know you that much, but… Please wake up… Jaejoongie is waiting for you… He was guilty for all of this and I can’t be happy when he wasn’t happy…”]
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Jaejoong stood at his garden as he watered the beautiful orange flowers. When they bloomed completely, he planned to bring them to Changmin. He was sure that his dongsaeng would love him.
Changmin…
He sighed at the name of his best friend that he cared so much. The man was a dongsaeng that he met at the college and always he cherished because of his smile and attitude.
It was already 7 months since the man got into the accident and closed his eyes, unmoving and didn’t notice his surrounding. He still passionately waited for him.
“Joongie, I’m home…”
A smile crept into the beautiful face as he saw his other half walked toward him, eyes glint with happiness and a joy oozed from every pores of his body.
“Joongie, you won’t believe the news…” He told the pretty one as the other widened his eyes in anticipation.
“What is it?”
“It’s Changmin…”
“What?”
“Changmin is awake…”
“Oh My God…”
A hug of happiness, a shriek of joy and two men melted into warmth of the hug…
Not far from his place, in the hospital room, a man lied in his bed with eyes opened wide as he looked at the ceiling. The doctor was still busy checked his body and the room was swept in the fuzzy happiness of his conscious.
Shim Changmin was awake, and ready to face the world.
He decided not to runaway again.
In his right hand, there was a beautiful dolphin figurine.
He guesses it was a gift from his friend when he visited him. A gift for him, because he chose to face the reality and stopped to runaway again…
He smiled with such content… Relief tinted his expression….
He must thank his new friend at least, but it could wait…
First he must face his beloved one and his boyfriend, and after that he could proudly told his new friend that he successfully conquered his fear.
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“Su-ie…”
Junsu heard his name that rolled from his lover’s lips and he sighed contently at the voice. He dropped the magazine that he read only to find his lover entered the room with a frown in his wide forehead that he loved so much.
“There is a letter to you…” He tolled Junsu and Junsu frowned at the fact that he had a letter.
Who would send him a letter, by the way…?
Yoochun gave the envelope to Junsu and Junsu raised his eyebrows in question when he was the pouting lips from his lover.
“What’s up with the face?” He asked him and Yoochun just flopped down into the couch where Junsu sprawled and put his head into the shoulder of the man as he cuddled his dolphin.
Junsu smiled at the embrace, who knew that the almighty cool and former Casanova namely Park Yoochun was a whiny kid after his accident. His maturity decreased totally when he was with Junsu and the man felt that he was in a relationship with a spoiled kid who was so possessive in him, not that he complained though.
Yoochun showed his care multiple times than before and he showered Junsu with love.
Junsu was more than a happiest an alive with him.
“Who is Shim Changmin…?” He asked with annoyed tone as he pointed his fingers at the name of the sender in the envelope.
Changmin, it must be…
Junsu’s eyes lightened up as he opened the envelope with the excitement of five years old boy with a candy. Yoochun tightened his grip at his love’s waist when he was the expression of happiness in his lover’s face.
“Park Yoochun, You suffocating me…” Junsu complained and Yoochun pouted even more. Junsu chuckled and kissed the lips of his lover and Yoochun melted into a silly smile.
Not bothered by the silly expression at his lover, Junsu opened the letter and found the words from his new friend and smiled dearly.
‘Dear Junsu Hyung,
It’s me, Minnie, your beloved Dongsaeng….’
Junsu snorted at the words.
‘You probably wonder how can I get your address and stop wondering with your tiny brain, because I’m Minnie… Of course I get your address…’
“Smartass,” Junsu hissed.
‘Well Hyung, I’m not good with words so I get exactly to the point. I want to thank you for make me realize that runaway isn’t a good thing. You make me face my problem, hyung. I can’t believe all our experience was real, it was like a dream and suddenly I was alive and very much breathing again, all thanks to you…
You may be wondering why I choose to become wandering soul, well, it was because my broken heart. The entire gossiping nurses finally told a truth… It was a rare condition…
I fell in love with one of my best friend, and I didn’t have courage to confess my feeling until I was late and he found his own half. Well, I admit it was my fault in the first place and I got into accident. And, Yes... it was a simple as that… That was the reason why I chose to be a wandering soul. Well, like you know, Hyung… In love, even the simplest reason can hurt you deeply. He was my best friend and my Hyung (Like you, he was my favorite Hyung, but I guess you will become one of my favorite Hyung too) and I felt so left behind when he started to leave me in dating and gong out with his boyfriend.
I met many souls in my wandering, Hyung. I saw them came and went back to their body, and one of them was you. However, all the other souls weren’t even remember to visit me when they came back to their body. And I felt so left behind again. All were moving and no one wanted to look back and see me to help me even for the slightest.
But, you came back, Hyung… you visited me and told me that you stop runaway and I must stop runaway too. I felt like your hand pulled me from the darkness and I chose to come back, Hyung.
I chose to face my own fear…
I find that runaway wasn’t the solution when I found that your words were true. You weren’t the only one who waited for me. He one who I loved was waiting for me… Even his boyfriend was waiting for me. What if I chose to runaway forever? I would make another mistake for making them wait and hang them forever, Hyung…
The person that I loved hugged me and with the tears in his face he welcomed me back. I never felt so complete like that.
I told him that I love him, Hyung… He was shocked at first and started to apologize to me. I felt relief washed over me, Hyung. Even I knew I won’t be with him, but I feel that everything was cleared. We solved the problem and I became his friend again and I became his boyfriend’s friend too...!! I can’t believe it.
I believed one day, I will find the one who my heart really belong to. And suddenly I realized that if I chose to runaway forever, I couldn’t get the chance to find my real true love.
It’s all thanked to you too, Hyung…
You open my eyes…
Now I can see clearly.
And I hope you are happy too with him, Hyung. I can see that he loves you like you love him. Just believe and have faith in him, Hyung…
Believe in love…
I love you, Hyung… And I can’t wait a chance to see you again, in real life person of course. We can hang out together. It will be great.
Love and sincere,
Minnie…
Ps: I love the dolphin, thanks…’
Junsu smiled widely at the imagination of his new dongsaeng’s face that glowed in happiness and content when he wrote the letter.
“It’s not from your secret lover, right?”
Junsu turned his head to his boyfriend who sulked because of his lack of attention. Junsu laughed and pinched his cheeks and smiled even widely.
“No, Chunnie… It is from my best friend and one of my favorite dongsaeng…”
Happy with the answer, Yoochun buried his face at the crook of Junsu’s neck and inhaled the scent of his lover contently.
Felt the bubbly and fuzzy feeling of love in his stomach, Yoochun smiled and ran his fingers at the soft lock of his lover’s hair.
The entire path that they would take might be not smooth and might be rocky, but Junsu was ready. He got his own lesson to believe in love… To keep the faith in love.
Because if love wasn’t enough to make the world go round, at least it was enough to make his world and Yoochun’s world go round.
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