My bank account. Sat. I went out to lunch with a friend who informed me that all i needed to get my painted shut windows open were a hammer and a spackling tool. Two hours and sixty dollars later i left home depot. The cleaning supplies and awesome lamps? Untouched~at the front. But i did put the linoleum on the floor so no more bunny pee will ( Read more... )

I love lamictal! Its starting to work. Im grateful for my friends today. Sheridan sent me a lovely text message that helped me fall to sleep. Just got back from a meeting and extra long dinner with mb. Neverending conversation rocks. Bring on the three day weekend!

Second and more personal thought~ i believe im not meant to run into those two men so i can remain sane and,more importantly, dignified. Even after three years i know how visceral my reaction to n would be. Id end up getting arrested for punching him or in bed with him. Or most likely, both. Maybe my beliefs and feelings will change with time ( Read more... )

Wednesday has recently regained "favorite weeknite" a title lost after dawsons ended. I go out to dinner withafriend. its always so much fun and i leave feeling so hopeful. Which is bizarre considering how negative we both are. We only chatted on the phone, cause i had other commitments. Its not the same at all; neither one of us choked on or ( Read more... )

Mike "phil collins" doughty has an album on feature at borders. I listened to part of white lexus and cried of course.

so i'm on the turnpike today, i didn't realize i'd have to go on the pennsylvania turnpike. i'm driving along route seventy through western maryland, thinking about how close i am to god, physically, due to the heights of the mountains, etc. and then i am on the turnpike. i stop at the rest stop, take a picture, and try to text a message to my ( Read more... )

i drew with sidewalk chalk and played hopscotch!

and then hannah fell asleep on my chest.

its been a good day.

a very good day.

but why does the pit in my stomach keep growing and growing and growing?

i will post some on myspace, but check out my pictures on photobucket

user name is sillyalie

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i just got diagnosed with ADD today. it was weird. but good at the same time, becuase i know that i am.