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[onmission]

I feel like a Catholic going to confession every time I update. Bless me....it's been ___ days since my last entry

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[harmonybelle]

Life is hard. Do something fun! I'm going to start going around town painting christmas thingies on windows (for $$$ - wish me luck)

But basically, yeah. Life is life. There is no "starting over." You just do what ya do, or what ya gotta do, and don't worry about it!

[j2k27]

Becca I feel led to share this with you. Don't get so caught up in what looks right for your age. Best Buy is a multi-million dollar company with tons of career growth opportunity. I guarantee you their corporate HR dept. is filled with psych grads, so don't think of this gig as a job for a teenager, it could lead to a rewarding, high paying future, doing something you actually like. Then with your vacations you could do your mission work, just a thought

[onmission]

thanks for the advice. but it's not so much about adulthood expectations right now. well i'm sure part of it is. but mostly it's that even though i like it, i go to work everyday knowing that there's something so different that i would look forward to a little more than this. something that would have meaning for me. and HR isn't really something i want to do...it's just the only decent paying job a person can get with a psych degree. and i despise offices as much as the guy on office space. and i do want to teach...i just don't want that every time i think about it. but there are so many things about the education field that are appealing. and no matter what, it's a place where i know i will make a difference. and the vacations are sooo much longer. and if i change my mind, oh well. i have a degree in psychology that i knew all along i would never use and i don't ever regret pursuing it.