Failed

[onmyway2006]

Today has been a weird day. It's mother's day. I stayed up late last night reading the books I checked out from the library. I did not like Fat and Furious at all. I read about half of it before I chunked it. It was full of that "inner voice" stuff but in a totally unpalatable way. And it was a guide to OA. I'm not knocking OA. I've tried it and

Comments

[anonymous]

I can relate, I've had things like that happen too, it's amazing how strong the compulsion is, that even after warning signs like that I can still keep going, sometimes things that you would think would make me stop, just trigger me even more to keep going - like how you mentioned reading that book, one would think that wouldn't make you want to binge, but it does, i understand

hang in there *hugs*

[bodylove]

oops the above is from bodylove, sorry i was not logged in!

hehe

[tsuni_night]

I bake when I'm mad, then I proceed to feed people if possible, or as soon as possible. Generally I'll eat one or two of my cookies while they're still almost too hot to pick up, and wander off.

Sadly I'm not an emotional eater, I'm a bored eater. I'm not sure, but at least you got the point. *GRIN* I just end up making 4 batches of cookies that I have to figure out how to get rid of so I don't eat them. LOL

Hope you sleep well and wake up refreshed.

Re: hehe

[tsuni_night]

bleh ignore the I'm not sure part that was part of another thought that I didn't finish as I didn't want my post to turn into a novella

[heart_ink]

I wouldn't consider it a failure... just a wrong step on a long journey. **Hugs** I hope you are feeling better today.