ok im going to go fail my trig final now.

15 days.

i think im becoming the person ive tried so hard not to be. 
fuck.

i was walking out of the sunrise mall and apparently some guy thought i was " checking him out" or something. He followed me out of the mall yelling " excuse me ! excuse me!" so i turned around but kept walking. He kept asking me my name and how old i was. i didnt ignore him i just kept walking and asked why he wanted to know. he said that he ( Read more... )

i hate facebook. 
poopstain.
lets see.
tomorrow:
drawing: 8:30-1:00
work: 4:00-9:00
its gonna be a long day.
I should go to bed.

work = frustration

i HaAaAte answering the phone at work.

school = boring

i fail at life.

im tired of all these mindfucks. people trying to get me to join things.
 trying to sell myself to companies so they will hire me. 
its all a huge idiotic game.
nobody wants to give me a job because im leaving in two months. how can i convince people? i cant anymore. it seems like they always find out about it. even if i dont mention it. craziness

i miss people who i shouldnt miss.

still slightly sick.

trig test on monday.

i was violated/molested in every way possible tonight.
but it was worth it.
mr.casablancas i salute you.

so today i had an interesting interaction with professer mcego my english teacher

teacher: hey jessica.
me: hi.
teacher: do you do drugs?
me: no
teacher: liar
me: no. you can ask anyone. im crazy enough without them.
teacher: i guess you are pretty wierd.
me: yeah. i should start taking lsd or something
teacher: let me know if you need someone to hook you ( Read more... )