I've been full of anxiety today and I've not been sure why. Well...I suppose I've known it's because of this whole applying for school business. I asked my mom for her opinion and help on how to apply, whether I should mail it in or take it in person... She was her usual good for nothing, insensitive self, mumbling a few angry words and going back ( Read more... )

$99 TO ORLANDO!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

An update on me ( Read more... )

My fish like to form a circle jerk. It's kind of scary. Now, off to a wedding.

Note to self: Sometimes medication is just as bad as sickness when it comes to fish. After a long period of medication, give it a rest with a full water change and things will be happy. No more shimmying fish.

Oops. Wrote this a couple hours ago or so. I've seen a tiny bit of shimmy and slight clamped fins since then, but I'm hopeful.

What a shitty day.

But whatever. Life moves on. I wont stop reaching for my dream, and I'm determined to achieve it. Memories and old unappreciative friends can suck it. I've had enough of this over caring heart of mine. As much as my life virtually is nothing, I'm content with how it is. With where it's going. Maybe not the speed with which it's moving, but where, a ( Read more... )

I suddenly want to die. My teenaged years were nothing but a lie and a waste. The only life I vaguely remember having, a lie and a waste. I wish I had someone more than just an acquaintance in my life. That would make this easier.

AAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! No more gay fish sex!

( A bunch of answers to peoples problems that seem to be helping my problem. Im just jerky enough to post them here. )