i had such a lovely day at work & lots of visits ♥ & sold a lot of goodies & danced around the store with aaron & sarah tried to scan my ass. fucking WEE MAN!!!, from jackass, came in because i work with his ex girlfriend & i do not like creepy guys with lame pick up lines or running into the racks as often as i do, nor arron & raul ganging up on ( Read more... )

today i recieved my first pay check & for once in my life i was proud of myself for accomplishing something. early morning sterling visits & i work 3-8 (closing) today, visit me.

i ran away to starbucks for 4 hours & read; how LA & typical

last night was cute because sterling came over & we watched moives & ordered chinese food in which im now craving. but allas, this shit ass summer must come to a close in which i really don't mind much. today i had lame ass orientation at my lame ass school with all the lame ass people in it, with all their fake hugs & "i missed you so much"'s & ( Read more... )

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IM SO FUCKING CRANKY & EVERYONE IN THE FUCKING WORLD IS PISSING THE FUCK OUT OF ME. I LOVE STARTING MY MORNINGS OUT LIKE THIS. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, I'LL BE CRANKY ALL FUCKING DAY NOW, THANX, BYE ( Read more... )

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hair dying gloves suck a nut, so now it looks like my hands have cancer blotchs
im sick of looking coked out &my face is STILL numb

UPDATE:
k kids; its orange
UPUPDATE:
so its not as much orange, as it is white...

1/2 of my face, from chin to hair line, is completely numb & my nasal cavity is 100% numb. the sad thing is, if i was living in the wild, i'd die within 2 hours with how hungry i am & the inability to retain liquids in my mouth. i really wish i was able to eat.

such a lovely & needed day, even if it started off rocky. picked up sterling, adam & eric & bought knives & i hope they all stab themselves. adam had the blade to my throut about 6 times & pointed them at me while driving. we went to eric's & his mom made us food & played spin the bottle/knife, i die & get kissed, but in order, i'd be dead & then ( Read more... )