Title: Forbidden Fruit
Author: onthethruway01
Pairings: Jaechun
Rating: pg-13?
Genre: angst
Length: oneshot:
A/N: something a bit different
I bite the apple and offer you a piece; forbidden fruit that you take willingly.
I know you miss him; I offer you comfort and despite your hesitation, you accept it.
The juice runs down your lips and I lick it; you moan as my mouth engulfs yours.
Breathlessly you say my name as I take you down upon the cool grass, our bodies flushed with heat.
We tumble together in the lush green; skin on skin; arms and legs entwined; wrestling for dominance.
You let me win; your need to be loved the only thing that matters.
On your back, with legs spread, you submit to my advances.
Your mouth accepts mine once more; tongues dancing together; searching; reaching out for something unobtainable.
I feel the bitter sting of tears upon my cheek.
I know you miss him, want him, and need him.
But he isn’t here.
I am here. I will comfort you, love you, and worship you.
I’ve always worshipped you.
I envy your beauty, your voice, your kind heart; that you would give these things to me makes me swell with pride.
Your body is a temple; so pristine and holy; it reminds me of how much I despise my own.
I weep now, thinking how lucky I am that you give yourself to me so willingly.
I will pleasure you; perhaps not like him, but I will give you my body, my love, my heart.
My heart.
My heart is pounding now and I can barely breathe.
You call out to me and I feel my chest constrict.
Tears well in my eyes; you wipe them away and tell me that you want me.
You straddle me; fingers entwined in my hair, you kiss me hard.
My body is shaking; my arms reach around your slender waist and pull you closer.
It is a heavy burden that I must bare; to love one that belongs to another.
Within moments we are one; quivering in delight as the warmth of your insides envelop me.
Our eyes meet and we manage to smile, for the pleasure is overshadowed by the pain we harbor deep within our hearts.
As we make love here within this tall, grassy meadow, let us forget our troubles.
Let me love you like no other. Let me feel your body succumb to the forbidden fruit I have offered you.
Yes my love, I cry out in the black of night; let it go, let it go.
Give yourself to me completely, unconditionally.
Saranghae.
The sky is pocked with stars; your face glows in the moonlight. You truly are perfection.
I hold you close, never wanting to let go; your body so soft and warm.
I reach down and touch you there.
You flinch and sit up abruptly; burying your head in your hands you openly weep.
I place a gentle kiss upon your back, but to no avail.
We have dwelled too long in this place.
As we part and go our separate ways, I weep once more.
Let us remember what we mean to each other, my love. We are more than just friends; nine years have solidified our bond.
Now and forever we shall always be together even when there is a great distance between us.
We have something that is truly special.
We are soul mates.