hello out there!!!!

im sooooo happy!!! i v e g o t T O R I t i c k e t s !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

loves loves!!

nater

so life is....mmmmm...happening...its good...i wont complain too awful loud...i decided against the new, shnazzier, and better paying job...god only knows why...my boss somehow wormed her little way into my heart...i just couldnt for the life of me...she promised a 25 cent raise and to be nicer to me...so that works out ok...ill just have to get ( Read more... )

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hello again my own little world of...no one.

how pathetic...
i hate you all
jk.
byeeeeeee!!!
nater

so anyways...the search for "better life" continues...it seems like everyone just dissapears and some one else comes and takes over their bodies...either that, or they just start revealing parts of themselfs to me they never did before and i suddenly realize that they arent who i thought they were...inneffectually making it seem, to me, like ( Read more... )

so hello again my little unused journal...im still here...still breathing...barely somtimes, but still...so im looking into a new job...i keep telling myself im not gonna feel guilty when and if i get this new one about telling my boss about it...she and i have a special relationship...i slave away for practically nothing... and she and her other ( Read more... )

so anyways...it turns out the relationship i was sorta getting into is put on hold....or off...or who knows...i mean...we talked...we had a few laughs...we made out a couple of times...right now just isnt the right time in my life for that...i guess...whats really weird is that it took me getting all involved to realize that i never want, or have, ( Read more... )

i figured id go ahead and update...its sorta been a while...anyways life goes on...ive been sober for more than a week now and intend to keep it up....yeah!! im so proud of myself...other than that, life is normal...nothing new or interesting happend...i had a talk with an old friend the other day....he makes me sick...his buisiness is worth ( Read more... )

so anyways i just got done playing guitar...think im gonna go get stroned...or droned or strunk or stoned drunk or whatever...im kinda sorta making this last weekend my final party hardy potty shit thing...actually more like this monthend...do they even have those?? anyways yeah...its time for me to get up off my lazy ass and go get a real job ( Read more... )

hello again world ( Read more... )