I'm not wearing a sign that says "make plans with me and blow me off every time," am I ( Read more... )

My lifeeee is so good! I am so excited for the bff to come home, and sleepovers, and drive in movies, and dress up in ghetto clothes, and everything else. I am psyched that Lotta and I are going to be lame and go rollerblading soon. I am psyched that I am going to have car insurance within the next few weeks. I love the people in my life. I love ( Read more... )

I have a job interview tomorrow @ FYE. Not a salon, but it's a start. I haven't worked in a long time &I kind of miss it. Kind of. I miss the money. They said it's only 3 or 4 shifts a week, which is perfect, because I can plan another job around it, or vice versa ( Read more... )

Sometimes I miss people that aren't in my life anymore. Usually my only response is "Oh well." But in the middle of the night, when I'm overtired but can't sleep, I get kinda sad about it.

I am so sick &it sucks. I woke up today unable to hear or breathe properly. Everything about this is awful. This is probably karma coming back and kicking me in the ass. Oh well.

I wish I was still tired. A nice dream about my least favorite boy woke me up, and even if I was tired, I probably wouldn't want to go back to bed because of it.

I'm glad that your sister &father are dead.

That is what you get for helping to make my life miserable for weeks.

$188 from the state plus 317$ from federal whatever makes me a lot richer than I was. I love getting my taxes back :)

Hanging out with Lotta today, I think. And we are taking a trip to Pin Cushion, probably Sam Diego's, and Cobra Custom. It will be sick and I am excited. I am not excited to have the jewelry in my ear changed because.. ow.

I was going to go on and on about how happy I've been so far this week and how this weather has put me into a better mood and maybe I'm improving.

But then everything just changed in like 2 seconds and my mood turned to absolute crap.

I try so hard to keep myself in a good mood all the time. It's been working. But sometimes, like right now, I just can't help it and I get so miserable over this :(. I should be over it, but I'm not. And I just keep replaying everything in my head and it just sucks ( Read more... )

I need to be preoccupied all day everyday. I am going crazy because I am not. Seriously. All I can think of is how shitty I was treated, and I just want that to go awayyyyy.

I've been reading. I've been watching tv. I've been trying to get out. Nothing is helping :(.