i just cant believe it. he's not even 21. how so many things do not matter anymore right this moment. how u have to do so many things so little time. how its really true. that we'r just preparing for our deaths
now that the nightmare is over. i am so oo oo oo relieved. and today i went to sch clare. to find there's no class. brrrrgggh!!!#$%& btw, babes and hunks. i finally got a taste of pastamania.
i knw i know, why now? BECAUSE ITS FUCKING halal. ok. tt shldnt be in front of halal.
Eversince this whole reflect-on-your-actions-not-others-thing has been going on, i've been digging into the past, the loves and hates. This is one love i had, and still have.
have u ever thgt tht someday u'l grow up knowing u dun noe whether to even trust urself anymore.when ur head start throbbing each day and u feel tomorrow's another massacre.that will butcher no one else but urself. and every moment u wake up, the sudden four walls suffocate u. engulf u, and then spit u rite back out.
to pple who lives in their own bubble. who changes their names,their religion,their stories, god knws wtelse is fake..
u shld probably do some good by
jumpin down now.
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