Ouch

[onyxtempest]

My ulcer is killing me. I really need to get a handle on my ED again. I was doing so well for so long and then bam I fucked it all up. I need to pull back while I still have a chance....before I am totally consumed again. God it's almost to that point already.

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[prisonerx]

are you talking to anyone about it? reaching out to anyone tangible?
please put your physical safety first. <3 i love you.

[onyxtempest]

((((Maia)))) I love you too <3 <3

I have been talking to my husband about it as well as my regular therapist/pyschiatrist, but I really feel that I should start seeing a ED specialist again. It's just so hard because my insurance only covers two therapy apts. per month and I am already seeing a therapist for my depression, so that only leaves me with one apt per month. I really feel that I should be going once or twice a week. I guess one apt per month is better than zero though.
Are you still going to group meetings? Maybe I should try and find a group again.

[prisonerx]

i really, really hope you'll look for an ED specialist. i worry!!!
group hasn't met for the last 3 weeks (holiday and then a snowstorm) but other than that i go every week. i love it, it's so supportive. i encourage you to look for one. i like being around people who know what i'm going through, but don't try to give me the "magic key" you know?

[daria5324]

(((((((((((Krista)))))))))))) Sorry to hear that things aren't going well with you. If you want to talk i'm here for you girl!!!
love love love
Daria

[onyxtempest]

Thanks Daria

I hope things are going well for you sweetie! I <3 you!

[uncertainwords]

be gentle with yourself.
((((big big hugs))))

[onyxtempest]

Thanks Erin. I <3 you! ((((Hugs back))))))