I can't help but think of him sometimes ( Read more... )

I feel as if I can't pick myself up.
Why do I keep tormenting myself?
Why do I keep falling down... over and over again?
Why can't I just move on, find something new, find something better?
I know why, because I'm in love.I'm in love with him... and it hurts so much ( Read more... )

SO MUCH has changed since I've graduated from high school.
A lot of my classmates have decided to start families @ a young age.
Some still pursuing a college degree.
Others are working full time.
And there are some who are still indecisive of what to do.I'm part of that small percent that are pursuing a collge degree ( Read more... )

I feel as if my world is falling apart ( Read more... )

So grandpa went to see a so-called "psychic."
Did I even spell that correctly, oh gosh..nevermind!
Um, for one, I don't believe in those people,
and two... why is my grandpa going to see a
person like that, especially asking them about
my LOVE LIFE?holy shizzle my nizzle man ( Read more... )

It hurts so bad.
I can't breathe.
My chest hurts.
My eyes are puffed up.
My mind is clustered with random thoughts.
It hurts.... it hurts so bad.

Love took a toll with me.
Love made me miserable yet it made me happy.
I MISS HIM SO MUCH.I want him back, but I've realized a lot myself ( Read more... )

Wow, SUMMER's almost coming to an end, and for a whole
freaken month all I've been doing is STUDYING and going to school.
FUCK!! Can u believe that shiz?
A month and a half and all I've been doing is school, school, & school.
Holy shit man, what has the world come to?

SUMMER-----
jizzles. kick backs. high moments. strolling. alternative music ( Read more... )

DAMN! It sure has been awhile since I've logged on,
but be sure that I'll be down and ready for anything
this time... but damn, didn't I say that last time?
Anyhow--- a lot has happened to me within these past
months of hell and at the same time happiness. Let's
just say, everything (good and bad) were definately
LEARNING EXPERIENCES worth taking ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I can't breath anymore.
Sometimes I feel as if I'm stuck in this world
and I can't get out.
Sometimes I fell like I can't do this anymore...
but when am I going to let go?
When am I going to find courage to be on my own?
When am I going to just be and let things go from there?
I'm so confused.
I'm so helpless.
I'm so ( Read more... )

IM BACK!!
Anyhow, man it's been too long since I've been on this.
What have u missed??
PLENTY!
Anyhow, I just wanted to let all ya'll know that I'm
doing great, having fun and letting loose, FINALLY!!
My 20th birthday is coming up and I'm oh so excited.
I'll be celebrating my 20th birthday along with my
other half, Julia in the middle of the month ( Read more... )