the things going on right now..and my feelings ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to begin. dont even know. all i know is i feel like shit. i dont know what to do. i dont know if these things should be bothering me or what. but i mean, honestly..why wouldnt they. its a completely different side of brandon that iw ould have rather not saw. but needed to none the less

ahh my face..and proactiv..
not so good.
its burning like no other.

things are good. thigns are good. =D
went out to eat and to the movies with my booooyfriend yesterday.
it was nice

sitting here. everyone is at a party. im lonely here..in a weird mood, but still happy i didnt go. i didnt want to be there. he said he wanted me to, but i dont know. i dont like parties. not ones that arent at garys house. it was too far. i can think of a million reasons why i didnt want to be there. why im happy i didnt go. but why do i wish i ( Read more... )

brandon finally took the plunge.

i could not be more ecstatic.
awesome way to start the year.

damn thinking ( Read more... )

im screwed.. i have not so much money to last me the week. (and buy brandons xmas present before he leaves) ((but maybe i just shouldnt get him anything..but i wanna)) ANYway. i just transferred another 100 out of my savings. its down to 50bucks. my checking has a whole 296 in it...which 265 goes to my insurance. i get paid on friday. probably a ( Read more... )

my tummy seriously does not like milk.
we made pancakes this morning. it was fun. but work is gay and i had to leave soon after :(
it was fun. were gonna do cookies soon.
last night was amazing..even tho i worked till 12

The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights

-complains because he has to spend two nights, IN A ROW, alone ( Read more... )