Is anyone out there?

[oolilcutebabyoo]

You know it has definitly been a good while since I have updated this thing...and as I look back I really miss the old days. It kills me. Like I had so many good times, I was careless, I was free and I took it all for granted. Im now 21. I have no idea where im going or what Im doing with my life. I jumped on the scale today, and I hated the

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morgan

[babydoucette80]

damn mama...dont worry mamas i have issues about my body to.ESPECIALY ME!!. girl i got scars stretch marks. look like a god race way.lmao

[anonymous]

Hey Morgan...for one I wish i was next to you so I can give you a huge hug...and I totally can relate to what you are saying...Girl you are a beautiful person inside and out...I've come to realize weight is just a number on the scale. You have a truely loving man which is so hard to find and he loves you for you...I myself knows how it is to be soooo upset because of weight and you kno what... I lost all that weight and I still get upset with the way I look...its a never ending battle...I look back now and I wish my goal was to get HEALTHY make my body healthy to kno i will live a long life...not to lose weight and hit a goal..because now I am still battling oh man i cant eat that or i have to go to the gym...and my life gets thrown off if i start gaining again...all i can recommend for you is set realistic goals for yourself sit down with pen and paper and set short term goals..weither it be for weight loss or maybe even taking a few classes at school...or vocational school...find what makes u happy...WRITE IT DOWN and dont lose

[iluvmicoffee]

aw hunny. I'm 175 too. so your not alone!!!

*hugs*

and your only 21. Your still young and have your whole life ahead of u. chin up girl, just keep fighting the battle and you'll be ok. <3