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See, everyone tells me that I feel sorry for myself all the time, but I'm seriously depressed. Tell me if you were me u wouldn't be. Ok, for instance, today. Today is my Grandmas birthday. She'd been dead for just under a year now. She was the closest person to me in the whole world. If u really wanna read about her go way way back in my lj ( Read more... )

today i'm depressed. its my grandmas b day... everyones going to the cemetary and i'm not. i'll go alone tomorrow. and i have had a crappy crappy day. i'm lonely and this is retarded. tonight i need someone... just someone to care for a littl ebit because when i'm like this i can't really be alone... not because i'd do anything stupid, but ( Read more... )

i was gonna write a bunch in here but i think i'm just gonna write chad an e mail... its 3:30am... i gotta work at 8, but whatever, thats cool... so if ur name is chad and if u read this, check ur e mail.

Why do I have to wake up every morning and go to work and clean houses all day and go to school and when i come home my Bia is still asleep... and yet she still has way more money than me all the time? Someone answer that for me and please incluse a deteiled discussion of why that is fair. Um, its not. I hate everyone whos parents pay for ( Read more... )

U know what I hate? I hate waking up all the time and wishing I didn't do what I did the night before. This past few weeks, every time I wake up after a night of partying I"m like "what the fuck did I do last night? Wasted $20 bucks." I never have fun, ever... I always think I will but then I don't because I am too drunk or too high. Last ( Read more... )

gotta update, been a while.... i don't have anything to say though... at least not anyhting i want YOU to know... you people are so nosey, u know what? j/k... love you!

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