Sometimes...

[oomph]

Sometimes you try to make amends. Even when you've done as much as you could, and doing more than you have to. Sometimes you have stupid fights, with stupid grudges (perhaps one sided). You tell yourself it doesn't matter and you pretend not to care. You pretend it's ok not to get what you want. And then it hits you (or your boyfriend tells you...

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[roikins]

Naturally... there's one thing I've really learned over the past couple of years, and that's at the end of the day, the only person that matters and that you can count on 100% is yourself. And I'm not just referring to something like trust, but also in terms of getting things done or enjoying things. Personally, I'm starting to enjoy doing things alone than with other people these days; I don't have to depend on another person's schedule, their whims to cancel or be late, or even their opinions on thinking something might not be fun or good.