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my heart hurts and i need to talk to chad. during the week its so hard to get a hold of him because hes always doing something. there is basically no time for him to sit down and talk to me. he says he'll call back but almost never does. its making me feel so lonely ( Read more... )

i apologize for this..

Favorites

1. gum: orbit
2. restaurant: FRIDAYS.. so delicious
3. drink: gatorade
4. season: summer
5. type of weather: todayy
6. emotion: happy
7. what to do on a half day: hang out
9. sport: smoking pot
10. city: definitely madrid.. that place is insaneee
11. store: shaws... i <3 it ( Read more... )

im am writing to here from umass amherst.. its a thirsty thursday and nobody seems so thirsty. right now im sitting on my laptop on my bed while luciana, bri, bryan and bri's roommate adam watch the patriots game.. i wish i went to bed. im so sleeeepy ( Read more... )

last night i went to see star war's . i loved every minute of it and i plan to go see it again. when me and chad got there right when we walked into the theater someone screamed chad.. it turned out to be don.. and he was there with cait so we sat with them.. i loved that movie though. so many things were shown. so i didn't do my cake for english ( Read more... )

in spanish again, im sooo tired. i haven't done any of my project and i don't intend to. oh well ( Read more... )

today i have a lot of anger in me, mostly because i hate sluts who sleep with everyone for no reason other than that they are WICKED insecure. have fun with that ( Read more... )

so me and chad broke up for the third time on tuesday.. for some reason i have a feeling that we won't be getting back together. i miss him and everything but when i sit down and think about it i realize that he doesn't love me anymore.. so there is no reason for me to hold on. it just sucks though.. i was all set to break up with him, and then ( Read more... )

its sunday.. nothing really to do today.. chad's picking me up later but for now hes at work ( Read more... )

well.. i haven't updated in forever.. since january 9th and it is now february.. so im a slacker ( Read more... )