I fucking suck.

Fuck.
Do you know why I smoke.
I smoke so I don't fucking cut myself.
I am not happy.
I'm FUCKING pathetic.

I am a god damn mess and if you don't like it I just don't give a shit anymore.

fuck This
I wroTe this whole Thing and I lost it.

i totally want these


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USED

things are far from perfect dont get me wrong, but at least things are better than they have been in a good long time. so i like some guys most are unavalible or my friends are interested in them. no worries. its happened before and im over the bulk of it. there was this one guy i liked but i didnt feel the need to pursue it. honestly i dont feel ( Read more... )

i did it in two minutes because i wanted hair similar to hers. its reallyyy wonky but yeah..what do you think?


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why the hell am i not over the stupid shit ( Read more... )

met the most amazing kid, only to realize ( Read more... )

im thinking i need to do something tonight.
im thinking i need a hair cut.
im thinking i need to drop things off to nate.
im thinking i want to get away from all the bullshit.
im thinking i want some friends that dont lie.
im thinking i want some friends that arent going to leave.
im thinking i am done.