i've found i'm avoiding certain places, so i don't have to spend time with certain people. people i'd call acquaintances, but really they aren't the sort of people i want to associate myself with too frequently. not because they're bad people, simply because it seems the people you spend time with rub off on you. and i would rather have people i ( Read more... )

today feels significant. i don't know why.

she's a little flakey, short and stout
all her skin is falling out
what's that smell ? she must be about
tell your ex he better watch out.

don't give me your "i told you so"s. please.

you took your fucking time working up the courage to say that. shame it had to happen, but i guess i saw it coming. they said it was never gona work, and i never disagreed, but im pleased to say it was fun while it lasted :)

if that's standard dating code for what i think it is, then hurry the fuck up. i hate not knowing.

i'm just a lot more blunt. that's all. get over it.

eurgh, answer your phone !!!

ridiculously cheap weekend really :) loved it !

friday:mike's tax money :)

saturday:"my fiance does boxing" "my fiance is a lawyer" "my fiance is asian." "BITCH BITCH BITCH, I WANT MIXED RACE BABIES !!" & "who the fuck is alice?!" :/ & all those dads night out at the lope & "i haven't even looked at his face yet!!"

i love my bestie :)

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having had time to think rationally and soberly about this, i think the best thing for me to do is give up. i want to keep my dignity. and he's just made a fool out of me to be honest.

the thing is, althought that's the logical thing to do, part of me STILL wants to see just what could have been... lolz. i don't know why.