today will go down in infamy as the definition of all things bad.

and it makes it even worse because it was a beautiful day.

i guess the past two days have accumulated into something shy of a nervous breakdown.

and now its like i don't know where to turn.

i don't even know...

i just want everything to be right.

um yea, can i get a perspective with some clarity and growth? oh and also some discovery. oh but don't forget the double-shot of guilt. somehow it's just not the same without it. thanks ( Read more... )

not me. not me. not me. not me. not me. not me. stop it, this is dumb. be your freakin self ( Read more... )

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that was the occasion.

single red rose.

completely random
unexpected
amazing.

he's such a romantic...and i love it.

*:)*

standing in line just to hit a new low

so yea, this weekend was definitly a weird experience. i suppose i have learned and i suppose i havent. it felt like the same shit over again.

sherwood is the most amazing chair ever and i want to kill that blonde chick.

full moon.

evens. now odds.

transition.

other side of the table.

focus, action.

sponge.

20!

Lions.

run.

Sam is a goddess. the BP gift card she got me for my birthday totally saved my life. gas= anxiety ( Read more... )

United States. corruption. crew auditions. calculus. rate of change. cute pic. words words words. listening. hearing. wanting. myself. the need to be...everything. never being...everywhere. not exhausting...quite as much. iPod. material things. these are a few. Lacrymosa. white roses. freedom. peace. easiness. ear plugs. Fat Tuesday. Lent. the ( Read more... )

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